sumpah izan cakap..mereka semua suka sakitkan hati izan..!!!

kenapalah dengan mereka2 ini..suka sangat nak sakitkan hati izan??? apa lah yang izan sudah buat kat mereka tu?? sedih je hati ini!!!
kepada yang terasa hati sila lah ubah sikap anda itu ye..

Dinner oh dinner...

when i got a bad hunch about something that going to happened, it can be said to be almost 99% true..

I have a bad hunch about my dinner..yes the Asasi Undang-undang dinner!

I told you right? that the excited feeling not there anymore and I do not really want to be at the dinner because I feel that it going to turn out sucks.. and unfortunately it does..!!

bad for me!! I spend my money for the clothes which is custom made for me which I dont really satisfied with the outcome of it..but despite the flaws of the clothes, still I wear it to the dinner and thankfully it cooperate nicely..and I even get praised for it (bangga!!bangga!bangga!!)

I arrive at the Grand Bluewave Hotel quite late cause by things and errands that I do not want to talk about..
and it cost me a lot..I don't get seats and there are some high class s**t acting diva and telling us there is no vacancies at their table when we asked..

Thankfully then, Rahmat Hazlan ask those high class s**t and surprisingly, out of nowhere, the seat which is 'so-full' is suddenly free..how suck is that??

I'm glad to have seats and try to enjoy every performance (although kena tadah telinga dan sakitkan mata dengan nyanyian sumbang dan tarian dan drama yang quite ridiculous). Those things is bareable cause it kind of make you laugh but if you need to seat and see those faces yang sangat membengangkan and facial expression which sent us a quick message of " why do you need to sit among us high class s**t?" make it unbareable..hey!! we are not in the same league ok!! I'm way better than you guys although without those slutty short dresses...

I leave that dinner hall way earlier than I should..because we did not really enjoying the night and the food which served and we are starving so my friends and I drive to the nearby Mcdonalds and grab some food and eat it in Dila's hotel room..

I feel sad, regrets and dissapointed!! I don't really enjoy regrets because it will tired you up..but I can't help it but still I'm trying very hard not to make it appear on the surface of my face and conceal it with smiles and laughter..does that make me a fake????

can anybody tell me what the men's free figure skating for Olympics Winter Games time of screening at ESPN???

Seriously Izan rasa yang Olympic association should buat their program macam ini :

First, Men's figure skating both free and short program then follow by the women;s figure skating for both short program and free skating too then baru lah buat for pair's figure skating for both categories

(sesuka suki izan je nak re-aturkan program yang all of them sudah buat dengan teliti..hahaha)

My suggestion is based on my frustration because i am not going to be able to watch Johnny weir carved his artistry on ice at Olympic Winter Games which he took part in the men's figure skating..FRUST!! FRUST!! FRUST!!

Men's figure skating is after the Pair's figure skating which the gold and silver medal won by the China's pair and the bronze won by the Germany's pair. I could not make it as my class start on Wednesday!! 

My wednesday turn out to be suck big time as my physical in fully in the class but my soul and mind is fully as well out of the class and terribly concentrate on no other than Johnny Weir.. God!! I am crazy about him!! Then after I finished my boring economy class, I am planning to head back to my room at Mawar and grab some food to stuffed my stomach at Dataran Cendekia until my friend told me that Dataran Cendekia is out of business since our "beloved" degree seniors is having their semester break! So we went to KFC at section 2. I love KFC!! It is simply finger lickin'good!! Hahaha..everything went just fine until a stupid and shitty(excuse my harsh word..but I just can't help it!!) women bump into me and step on my favourite purple color slipper which suit with every attire that i wear and cause it to be PUTUS!! yeah!! Thank a gazillion million billion much to you ladies for making my days even worse!! then I need to walk to a nearby shop and get a temporary slipper which later cause me to be a laughing stock for my classmates as I never ever wear a thong to class before..

they keep on asking, " Izan, kenapa selipar Izan cantik sangat??" or "Kenapa Izan pakai selipar tu??"  

But later that day, my dad called me and he say I need to get home as my dinner custom made clothes is ready and I need to try it on. I was so happie!!

As I reached home, the first thing I did is, I grab the Astroguide and flip it to tomorrow dated page and start to check on the screening time of the Olympic's figure skating.. It stated that it going to be on 5.30 a.m..so despite my tiredness, i set my alarm clock and went to sleep and at about 5.20 a.m, I woke up and straight away heading to the television but there is no figure skating but a stupid football games which I hate a lot!!

Then I return to my room and sleep in disappointment!! 

the next morning, I wake up grumpy but I am looking at the brighter side and decide to download as many video of Johnny Weir from Youtube..huhuhu!! I'm happie again!!

Johnny Weir Rocks!!! 

HEY GIRL!! YOU NEED TO LOVE YOURSELF FIRST BEFORE EXPECTING PEOPLE TO LOVE YOU!!

My name is Nursyaizan Sya Jasni, On 8, august, 2010, I'm going to turn 19..I am an average girl, nothing to admire much about me.

My face is not perfect, pimply and have lots of flaws and sometimes my skin can look uneven and I really need eyeliner to help brighten my face or else I will hear people saying, " Izan kenapa Izan punye muka macam tak ada warna?" or " Izan tak pakai bedak ye? nampak pucat"

My body is totally not a hot body which guys will drooling everytime they saw me. I have an enormous tummy especially after I undergo my 2008 appendix operation which damages my ' I-have-done-250-sit-ups-everyday' abs and make my pilates or shall I call it yogilates session seems to be useless as after that my stomach muscles damages badly and my weight increase and skyrocket like crazy. From a healthy weight person, I become a slightly overweight person. And the most bad thing is..the weight didn't come off!! HATE IT!!

My hips..what can I say more other than I have a huge hips as huge as Pahang state. Although I sudah tinggal di tingkat empat di Kolej Mawar and hari-hari daki tangga pergi kelas and balik kelas, my hips still maintain besar.. Hahaha!!

Then about my life, it is not a fairytale which ended with a happily ever after but sometimes it end up to be a huge disaster!! but hey, life is not a life if it didn't contain obstacles right??? there is always ups and down..we need to undergo those obstacles or challenges. Even Johnny Weir need to fall flat first before he able to do the triple axel perfectly right??

Hello..do a reality check girl..stop whining about your life..Love yourself because if you do not love yourself for you then who will????

Your face pimply?? sape yang tak ada pimple masa umur belasan tahun??
Body weight issue?? why everyone nak jadi rake pin thin?? Bak kata Queen Latifah dalam cerita 'Hairspray'

" why need a stick when you can have the whole tree?"

Your hips besar gajah?? tak apa..boleh jadi kusyen empuk..hhuhuhuuhuhu!!

Unperfect life?? life banyak sangat obstacles?? apa nak kisah?? even orang yang paling kaya dalam dunia pun ada obstacles dalam hidup mereka yang tersendiri..

hate when I need to keep a secret..it's torturing me inside!!

right now.. I have a big secret that I should keep just to myself.. Nobody should know about it..
It would be suicidal if anyone knew about it..even my bestest buddy..hush hush I say to myself..but it's torturing me inside..I hate when I need to keep a secret especially from my parents!!

they are everything to me and I hope that I could tell them this secret without get scolded..
but what I've done is absolutely wrong and un-rational..and definitely not me!!
and there is no chances of not getting scolded from my parents!! This past few days, i'm sort of turn into a rebellious side of myself..it's look like my alter ego personality is taking over my life.. I don't want that..!!!!

Ya Allah!! Tolong hambamu ini...kenapa izan jadi macam ni? teruk la kalau terus macam ni!!!

new purse therefore, new ME!!

hie bloggy..huhu recently I heard this very very sad news from my friends..Thanks Arnie for sampaikan those news to me but darling, you bagitahu those news on an absolutely wrong time la..but still I have right to know it although I will have a swollen eyes cause by crying afterwards..

my so-called bestfriend is terribly shitty.. I called her last few day because I was shocked when she told me that she is married..my heart was devastated when my bestfriend tak bagitahu I yang she got married..
I called her and try to ask whether that rumours is true or just a stupid pranks ke ape ke..then when I called her, she was like umm..yeah..n she boleh pulak bercakap dengan her friend or whoever yang ada close to her that time while I was asking her question.. Sumpah I marah giler..then I hung up  then yang lagi cannot go is when she text me then say sorry, she was tired and have a lot of assignments n presentation to be done..
HELLO!!! like you seorang aje yang ade presentation and assignment kan? dulu before sekolah time habis..she cakap yang she sedih because after that tak boleh nak together lagi..cakap jangan lost contact la..ape la..tapi~ tup tup die yang lupe kawan..

then, another thing happens...remember Mr Koko?? yes that guy..last weeks ade thing happens yang sangat besar yang related to him..Adoii!! saket je hati..my heart crash, remuk and pecah berkecai beribu-ribu lemon..Right now I am trying very hard to get over him but of course la when we love one person tu damn much, it not that easy to get over him..but as an ASL president, I should not give up just because of one stupid guy yang tak boleh nak buat keputusan yang rational..Better move on je and leave him behind and seek for a better guy kan?

Third incidents is..about this one guy yang I terribly tak suke(hopefully my heart never ubah pendirian!!ever!!) but he cannot understand hints yang I bagi kat dia..still la die nak jugak kacau my piece of mind..nak kata die tu bodoh..ambil law pulak..entah la..tensen je!! Did I not make it clear yang I don't like you? I told you that I like somebody else right? that someone yang rendah dari I and when I pakai wedges I lagi tinggi dari die? Tolong la jangan hantar those messages tu..I am not playing hard to get but I really rejecting you..
ok??

fourth incidents ( too much bad things happens kan last few day??) On wednesday, my friends and I kena kunci kat luar kelas social psychology..Yes I admit yang I memang lambat at that time but baru aje 15 minutes late..not a big deal kan? bus kat mawar sangat susah nak dapat..kalau dapat pon InsyaAllah ramai and duduk dalam bas macam sardine!! we semua dah takut dah because we semua ingat yang Pn . Norezan yang lock us out tapi at the end of the class after my classmates yang pergi kelas tu keluar then mereka semua tell us yang ade makhluk Allah S.W.T yang kunci but bukan Pn Norezan.. I tak nak la bagitahu who is that stupid person takut nanti ramai pulak yang nak pergi debik belakang die and tumbuk muka die kn...

but this fifth incidents suddenly and magically brighten my day..I just got the parcel which carry my new Dorothy Perkins purse!! I am terribly love it!! Happie!! Happie!! Happie!!! So Happie!!!
 Can u tell how much power a new purse bring into your life? From sad and grumpy, it turn you into a happie happie happie person in just a second!!

So the comclusion is that, if you sad or down or grumpy or mad or or and lots more or, you better go out and have a retail therapy or if you too lazy to go out you can just do online shopping..hehehe..because the power of new stuff is very powerfull!!trust me!!