honey

honey by nursyaizan featuring vintage hats

Alhamdulillah atas kurniaan dan rezeki yang Kau beri kepada seisi ku Ya Allah..

Semoga kurniaan dan rezeki ini akan berterusan sampai bila-bila..AMINYA RABBAL AL AMIN.

breakfast + lunch + minum petang = no dinner but boleh jamu mata dengan kaki lelabah

Spiderman once said, ' Great power comes with great responsibility'

I love that quotes cause sangat well said and no one can ever say a quotes better than that when it comes to something related to power and responsibility sebab Izan experiencing it right at the moment.

recently Izan dilantik as Ketua Post Program Inspirasi ( Hari Keluarga Aminuddin Baki)

when I told my friend yang I handle program, their expression macam sekata je..sama je semua 

"woah, program kot, susah tu!"

and I will reply with a simple nod and smile followed by "yup!"

Thanks sangat sebab mengingatkan Izan how hard it's going to be and make my fear level that the program going to end up being a sucky suck suck event is escalating with every same expression my friends made..

at first, Izan setuju nak pegang jawatan tu because dapat LC dan dorongan kerakusan nak cepat completekan LC mendadak.

but suddenly after few meeting with the MT and other Ketua Post (kp), I start to realize I was sucked into a black hole with no chance of coming out of it..

Never knew that completing an LC for my AJK is the hardest thing that I will ever do yet in my life and at some points you can end up dead!!

The MT want the LC siap..I don't have any problem with that at all tapi when banyak sangat last minutes amendments...Hidup tunggang-langgang!!

I even skip my breakfast, my lunch, and combine it all  during my time for minum petang which this will cause me rase kenyang sampai malam and cause me skipping my dinner just for those LC..

so I will end up have only one meal for a day which is sooooooooo not healthy..

it drive me totally insane and my body is terribly tired!!

I have to run here and there, print a new front page, I even did something totally illegal, edit sini sana..

can u imagine, my room is at K6Q 113, hujung dunia sana bersama monyet dan kelawar, nak print kat kedai tok or even worse kat pusanika, although ada jalan belakang, the walking still need energy..

Izan kena panjat tangga, turun naik tangga and berlari-lari kuda demi menyiapkan LC yang tercinta..

penat sangat and sometimes I lost my breath and living breathless (what kind of exaggeration is that izan??)..

but despite that yes I'm still breathing and very well alive..

so it's the perfect time for my other favourite quote which is :

'what doesn't kill you, only make you stronger'

I am stronger now, my thigh muscles is way more toned than last couple of week and I even can endure not eating for the whole day ( again, what kind of exaggeration is that izan?? too much already!!)..I'm stronger, seriously..

AND what makes me even stronger bertungkus lumus nak siapkan those LC and hantar on time is that spidery long legs guy yang menjadi perangsang untuk menyiapkan setiap kerja yang tergendala..sangat blessed dia kerana telah diberi kaki yang panjang..Subhanallah panjangnye kaki dia..I can't take my eyes off his leggy leg ditambah pula dengan ketampanan muka dia, sangat mencairkan hati umpama ice cream dipanah cahaya mentari panas terik tengahari! Can you imagine a guy with that kind of hotness??

kahwin oh kahwin...

Dalam cerita hindustan ke, cerita orang putih ke bila ada wedding selalunya cam senang je die punya preparation kan?

pilih sari kat kedai, tup tup da siap jadi baju pengantin..

pilih gaun kat kedai, tup tup da siap beli bawak balik and dapat yang cantik gila vogue the vass..

Bila nak pilih baju tu semua orang very happie and cheerful sambil usik-usik bride to be tu kan?

pastu pengantin tu tersipu malu malu kucing dan seterusnya hari perkahwinan, kahwin, keliling api, or walk on aisle to the altar and you may kiss the bride..

END OF THE STORY!

I as a very naive and innocent child used to think that is what marriage was all about

but as I grow up..and with my brother wedding coming soon..

.my perspective change 360 degree..

it wasn't as easy as that and it much much more complicated!

when it comes to preparing for a wedding, every inches of the wedding you have to explore..

from tarikh and hari, to makanan yang akan disediakan dan berlanjutan kepada doorgift para tetamu.

baju pengantin tak payah cerita la kan..sebab boutique pengantin dan mak andam sekali da pening nak cater to every whim of the bride and groom to be tu..

lengan baju pengantin pendek sikit pon bising, kain x siap lagi bising, samping panjang seciput pon nak bising..

 jangan la cerewet sangat sayang.. Zahnita model baju pengantin tu pon lengan dia senteng sikit, so it's not really a big deal..

but kalo nak perfect, sew it yourself, will you??

or maybe suruh Hatta Dolmat Or if you filthy rich then  Rizalman will do the job for you..

cuma jangan berair hidung, mata and ketiak di saat bill dilayangkan kedepan muka anda..

Makanan!! oh it's a necessities, apalah majlis kahwin tanpa makanan?? sungguh tak lengkap

catering or gotong royong kampung is really up to you.

just yang perlu make sure makanan cukup dengan jumlah kehadiran..

ini untuk elakkan orang mengata, 'makanan rumah die aritu tak cukup tetamu nak makan'

NOT GOOD!!

Kad kahwin, super perlu!!

bila memilih kad kahwin, janganlah nak berfashion and style sangat sampai nak bayar RM1.00 satu, 

apa you ingat you anak datuk tauke balak Sabah??

buat kad kahwin ikut kemampuan and janganlah nak canang, saya nak design yang ini, beli kat sini je, tempat lain tak main la tapi nanti end up print je? what is that??

simple and cantik da lah, sebab bukannya orang nak frame lepas tu, orang buang je..

nak ikut macam nie ke?

sayang, you not Kim Kardashian!!

Plus, kita orang Islam kan digalakkan supaya jangan membazir.

So apa yang I nak sampaikan is simply that when it come to wedding, preparation harus jitu supaya orang tak mengata and yang penting, jangan cakap lebih je and end up habuk pon tarak..

write that on a piece of paper, memorize it that eat it..

Benci bila dah nak habis semester and exam finals dah semakin dekat..haru biru

PBL COMING..check

INDIVIDUAL SUBMISSION MELAMBAK BERDERET..check

ASSIGNMENT BANYAK NAK KENA SUBMIT..check

PRESENTATION NAK PRESENT..check

i'm sooooooooooooooooo 'happie'!!

xde yang lebih menggembirakan melihat kepada checklist pabila semester semakin mendekati diri ini..

mula lah kesini sana dengan buku rujukan, kepala mula pening mencari kes yang sering berselindung dan berat badan semakin meningkat dewasa dan jerawat mula bermaharajalela..

soo tension!! rasa macam nak drop everything and just enjoy life my style..

tapi semua tu la yang sebenarnye yang buat kita boleh enjoy kehidupan kita..

masalah ada penyelesaian,jadi bile masalah da selesai kita boleh enjoy sakan..

kalau senang je hidup ie mesti boring..

and mesti kena ingat yang hidup ini singkat je..

I just terima berita yang my friend, Joshua Ryan just passed away this morning..

It was a shocking news sebab baru sangat nampak die depan mata and suddenly his gone..

I feel so grateful that I'm still living and breathing so that I can endure every stress and can enjoy my life..

spend a little more time with my friends and family while I still living this life.

there is nothing more I can say other than ALHAMDULILLAH!