have you ever...

have you ever fall in love??

if you do, you will start to see everything is nice and colourful..

everything seems to be complete..

and many people has experience this especially manusia yang kat atas tu

penuh mata dia dengan LOVE..

BUT..

have you ever..

love somebody but you really hate to admit it..
this feeling kan cam susah sikit je..
sebab u suka dia tp dia main tarik tali..

you hate that you not going to be able to have them and make them yours??
and you x sure whether, die nie betul ke suka kat you atau tak..
one moment dia buat you bunga2 and pastu the next moment die cam buat xtaw je..

you tend to say you hate him but the truth is you love them too much that you did not want to be devastated if they left you...

hehe..

Aidilfitri dah tak sama macam masa 8 tahun..

dulu kan, masa umur saya 8 tahun..
satu raya, saya lah orang yang paling happie sampai x ingat dunia..lari sini, happie sana, salam tangan sini, makan kuih raya sana...
SERONOKGILATAKBOLEHNAKBAGITAHU!!!!
duit raya pon dapat banyak gila n baju raya saya adalah baju raya yang paling cantik sekali(well, masuk bakul n angakat sendiri)...


tapi lepas 11 tahun berlalu, saya da jadi 19 tahun...
satu raya da rasa macam biasa aja..happie tu memang la happie, dapat jumpa sedara mara yang setahun sekali ja jumpa..gelak sama2 n puji baju raya masing2..tapi rasa da beza, rancangan kat tv dah xsekelakar dulu..
SERONOKTAPIQUITEHAMBARGILA!!
duit raya pun da berkurangan and mula sedar yang ade orang lain punya baju kurung lagi cantik dari kita punya sendiri...

i'm not sure if it just me or RAYA  memang da x seseronok dulu...
maybe because my sisi xde with me kot..
n lepas cuti nnt terus ada client's counselling...
banyak assumption tentang kenapa aidilfitri 2010 x berapa nak meriah...
tapi biar jela..meriah ke x meriah ke raya tetap raya jgak kan???

AND OWH..

BEFORE LUPA..

SAYA NAK MENGUCAPKAN 

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN SEMUA!!

i'm sooooooooooo dead!!

benda yang Izan kena buat :

1. post a blogpost in EFL blogpage (really easy thing to do!!)
2. meet your mentor at Law Faculty ( go to her room and greet her n introduce yourself, how hard coulf it be?)
3. update all your lecture notes (revised sone of it and read the rest of it from library, PUU is not that huge!!)
4. get ready for client's counselling.

benda yang Izan dah siapkan :

1. NONE
2. NONE
3. NONE
4. NONE

TERUK X TERUK??  at this very moment i'm lost!! hahahahahahhuahauhauahua...

can I just quit?? NO IZAN NO..YOU XBLEH QUIT!!

shut up la..it's RAYA!! I'M STILL IN MY HOLIDAY MOOD...