Izan definitely don't belong to be with them.....

 They smile back at you when u smile at them n they make us feel we can be around them but the better u know them the more u know that u don't belong with them coz they will end up make u feel inferior and it is terribly hard to be in the same level with them...it sad...so so terribly sad...!!!

kenduri..kenduri n kenduri....

penatnyer...tulah ungkapan yg kuar dr mulut izan...huhuhu penat abes..
basuh pinggan n cawan, lap pinggan n cawan, potong sayur, potong tembikai, n bmacm2 keje lg...
kak Anis dtg umah arinie tolong msak..sian plak kat die coz dtg2 je trus kne buat keje..but we hv fun together2..huhuhuhu (izan rse la)...along ade soh amek gmbr n ltak kat facebook..tp ampun along adek mu ini penat sgt kesana kesini smpai xsempat nak amek gmbr...btw izan pkai bju kurung cotton n tudung merah..hahahaha..joking!! know u not interested pon...Anas pon dtg gak..Anas yg tinggi sperti biasa nmpak plik plak ble die pkai kopiah tu..sowie Anas but i'm juz being honest...sronok gak ble ade bkawan ngn kak Anis n Anas tu...huhuhu..atleast trubat rindu kat along n angah...Kak Anis ckp along terlmpau excited smpai bgn kol 5 pgi(wlaupun die kat Yemen n kendurinye kat Msia)..ish23x..xpe along nnt ble along da blek kte buat kenduri besar ye..so along bleh bgn kol 3 pagi plak coz over excited..cmne? cun x idea izan? hahahaha..

tp penat tu cm hilang plak ble msok blik izan..bilik yg tlah diberi sentuhan bru tu cm sgt mnyamankan....wah..bermadah plak..hahahaha..but Its the truth I tell u...O.o..
anyway..hope tonight dpt la a very berry good night sleep as the b4 night x dpt shut eyes yg cukup..letih bdan rsenye...ciao!

fever...weird!!!!!!!

yesterday, lpas pegi klinik n d doctor say 2 me, " ur having slight fever" n I was like, "what???"...
the last time I remember of having a fever is when I was about form 3...long time ago isn't it? this fever may be the result from the totally unhealthy way of life of keeping pushing myself to exercise n eat sensible food like some tomato juice...well who is there to blame..I like tomato juice n I love working out evryday...n  now I can't even move my body right...my head are banging like crazy n I hate aspirin like soooooooo much!!!

maybe I should start a real unhealthy lifestyle from now on to keep me away from bad fever then...I might considering it later....

p/s it never happens...luv

life is GREAT!!!!!

right now my life is great...like just yesterday i was crying bcoz i feel so tired of my life...Alhamdulillah when i woke up this morning, i feel re-energized n extremely boost with happie feeling n self-love....maybe what i need is juz some shut-eyes...breakfast is great n i can't stop listening to Sleeq's Cun Saja song which in my opinion is a fresh n it suit my teenage ears...luv it soooo much!!! during breakfast, my mom told me that we going to Melaka. I love Melaka bcoz it full with historical places n beautiful scenery n I can take as many pic as I want...I expect Melaka will be less crowded as I will be going on working day...n my bad habit of wearing my pijama 4 the whole day is totally invaded me...I can't stop doing it..this past few day my routine is wake up at 8 in the morning as i'm having my time of the month, washed my face, have my breakfast, online, brush my teeth n clean my face, online, help my mom at kitchen, online, watching tv while online(again),have sumthing to eat, continue watching tv, lying on my bed while online...n then get my late night shower at about 9.30 pm then i get to sleep n the routines continues...maybe this habit can also be blame on my bad lazy traits...whatever!!!! as long as I am happie n I don't wear pijama when i go out of my house, this habit is totally under control...huuhuhu

cuti semester arrived..seatback, relax n enjoy!!!!!!

clearance..check
final exam..check
sume barang dbwk blek umah..check
novel utk dibace mase cuti sem..check
laptop penuh ngn game bru..check
psediaan dok umah slame sebulan..check

all preparation has been made for me to spend my 1 month semester break..happie giler bile pikir sem satu foundation law da abes n now(at this moment) I am free.. nak tgk tv? no problem...nak men game kat laptop? no hal...nak layan facebook spanjang hari? xde sape yg nak marah...nak bace novel sesuka hati? ok je..nak buat cake n cookies? hari2 pon mak xmarah...so the conclusion is I can do whatever I wanna do...I LOVE IT...

French Language Class...

these past few days, I've been thinking so hard whether I'm going to let my father know that I'm dying to go for French Language Class...
I never have any gut to come up to him n juz say the word of "dad, can i go to French language class". My cowardness always stop me to do it..I was afraid that my father would say 'no' n left me feel very-very-very-very-very dissapointed. However, surprisingly today I make it...I told my father n he say yes n my father told my mom and she say it was a brilliant idea...I feel soooooooooooo glad n start thinking that I should tell them bout this even sooner....my dad called a couple of language centre n he say he will decide which one is better for me...I am sooooooooooo happie...yay for me..

life is not like a glitter ball

life is not like a glitter ball...no matter how vigorous u shake it, it will always look nice with the glitter n snow flying all around...
but real life in the other hand is way different from it...it full with a lot of thing...pain, sadness, horrible thing n hatred...but if the glitter ball fall on a hard surface, it will crash and destroy with no chance of recovery but in life, if u fall, u crash alright but u still have the chance to recover and build ur life all over again and leave the pain behind...
AND THAT MAKE LIFE MORE DIVINE THAN THE GLITTER BALL!!!