fever...weird!!!!!!!

yesterday, lpas pegi klinik n d doctor say 2 me, " ur having slight fever" n I was like, "what???"...
the last time I remember of having a fever is when I was about form 3...long time ago isn't it? this fever may be the result from the totally unhealthy way of life of keeping pushing myself to exercise n eat sensible food like some tomato juice...well who is there to blame..I like tomato juice n I love working out evryday...n  now I can't even move my body right...my head are banging like crazy n I hate aspirin like soooooooo much!!!

maybe I should start a real unhealthy lifestyle from now on to keep me away from bad fever then...I might considering it later....

p/s it never happens...luv

life is GREAT!!!!!

right now my life is great...like just yesterday i was crying bcoz i feel so tired of my life...Alhamdulillah when i woke up this morning, i feel re-energized n extremely boost with happie feeling n self-love....maybe what i need is juz some shut-eyes...breakfast is great n i can't stop listening to Sleeq's Cun Saja song which in my opinion is a fresh n it suit my teenage ears...luv it soooo much!!! during breakfast, my mom told me that we going to Melaka. I love Melaka bcoz it full with historical places n beautiful scenery n I can take as many pic as I want...I expect Melaka will be less crowded as I will be going on working day...n my bad habit of wearing my pijama 4 the whole day is totally invaded me...I can't stop doing it..this past few day my routine is wake up at 8 in the morning as i'm having my time of the month, washed my face, have my breakfast, online, brush my teeth n clean my face, online, help my mom at kitchen, online, watching tv while online(again),have sumthing to eat, continue watching tv, lying on my bed while online...n then get my late night shower at about 9.30 pm then i get to sleep n the routines continues...maybe this habit can also be blame on my bad lazy traits...whatever!!!! as long as I am happie n I don't wear pijama when i go out of my house, this habit is totally under control...huuhuhu

cuti semester arrived..seatback, relax n enjoy!!!!!!

clearance..check
final exam..check
sume barang dbwk blek umah..check
novel utk dibace mase cuti sem..check
laptop penuh ngn game bru..check
psediaan dok umah slame sebulan..check

all preparation has been made for me to spend my 1 month semester break..happie giler bile pikir sem satu foundation law da abes n now(at this moment) I am free.. nak tgk tv? no problem...nak men game kat laptop? no hal...nak layan facebook spanjang hari? xde sape yg nak marah...nak bace novel sesuka hati? ok je..nak buat cake n cookies? hari2 pon mak xmarah...so the conclusion is I can do whatever I wanna do...I LOVE IT...

French Language Class...

these past few days, I've been thinking so hard whether I'm going to let my father know that I'm dying to go for French Language Class...
I never have any gut to come up to him n juz say the word of "dad, can i go to French language class". My cowardness always stop me to do it..I was afraid that my father would say 'no' n left me feel very-very-very-very-very dissapointed. However, surprisingly today I make it...I told my father n he say yes n my father told my mom and she say it was a brilliant idea...I feel soooooooooooo glad n start thinking that I should tell them bout this even sooner....my dad called a couple of language centre n he say he will decide which one is better for me...I am sooooooooooo happie...yay for me..

life is not like a glitter ball

life is not like a glitter ball...no matter how vigorous u shake it, it will always look nice with the glitter n snow flying all around...
but real life in the other hand is way different from it...it full with a lot of thing...pain, sadness, horrible thing n hatred...but if the glitter ball fall on a hard surface, it will crash and destroy with no chance of recovery but in life, if u fall, u crash alright but u still have the chance to recover and build ur life all over again and leave the pain behind...
AND THAT MAKE LIFE MORE DIVINE THAN THE GLITTER BALL!!!

raya time!!!!

RAYA TIME....!!!! sedih la plak...parents n my sis n my bro xde kat sni...sumenye kat oversea...
izan je sorg stuck kat Malaysia..not that i hate Malaysia in fact izan LOVE Malaysia very much....
tp pagi raye bkn kne smbut ngn family ke?
cium tgn mak ayah n pastu pg raye sesame..
bestnye.....syahdu sungguh ble fikirkn bende tu....tp xpe...ade hikmah kot...
ramai org gak dtg umah hari nie...budak2 yg dtg nk duit raye pon ramai..letih layan perangai dorg sume....nape la loceng nk kne dipasangkn kat pintu pagar rumah tu???
bising btol...saje je ade je bdak2 yg gatal tgn menekan loceng tu wlaupun pintu pagar tu da tebukak luas seluas-luasnye...pastu buat muke innocent ckap ,"kak kami datang nak raye!!!!" sabar je la hati jantung limpa izan nie...tp xpe, mak kate tetamu dtg bwk rezeki n blik bwk dose....jd lg byk org dtg lg bagus kn??

yay!!!!! <3 esok raye...slamat hari raye maaf zahir batin...

alhamdulillah panjang umo lg nak sambut raye lg skali thun nie...

raye thun nie byk gler beza..coz first time raye sorg2 kat m'sia...mak n ayah ade kat ireland teman my sis kat sane..raye keempat bru dorg balek...

sedih je rase ble pikir yg esk izan xdpt nak salam parents utk mintak maaf tp nak wat cane?? xpe wan, mama, pak long, mak cu n pakcu n pak lang n atok ade ngn izan atleast izan xsorg2...

lets always look at the bright side n left the dark side behind...

xsabar rsenye nak pkai bju kebaya kuning baru tu... hope i look nice in it...huhuhu...