life is not like a glitter ball

life is not like a glitter ball...no matter how vigorous u shake it, it will always look nice with the glitter n snow flying all around...
but real life in the other hand is way different from it...it full with a lot of thing...pain, sadness, horrible thing n hatred...but if the glitter ball fall on a hard surface, it will crash and destroy with no chance of recovery but in life, if u fall, u crash alright but u still have the chance to recover and build ur life all over again and leave the pain behind...
AND THAT MAKE LIFE MORE DIVINE THAN THE GLITTER BALL!!!

raya time!!!!

RAYA TIME....!!!! sedih la plak...parents n my sis n my bro xde kat sni...sumenye kat oversea...
izan je sorg stuck kat Malaysia..not that i hate Malaysia in fact izan LOVE Malaysia very much....
tp pagi raye bkn kne smbut ngn family ke?
cium tgn mak ayah n pastu pg raye sesame..
bestnye.....syahdu sungguh ble fikirkn bende tu....tp xpe...ade hikmah kot...
ramai org gak dtg umah hari nie...budak2 yg dtg nk duit raye pon ramai..letih layan perangai dorg sume....nape la loceng nk kne dipasangkn kat pintu pagar rumah tu???
bising btol...saje je ade je bdak2 yg gatal tgn menekan loceng tu wlaupun pintu pagar tu da tebukak luas seluas-luasnye...pastu buat muke innocent ckap ,"kak kami datang nak raye!!!!" sabar je la hati jantung limpa izan nie...tp xpe, mak kate tetamu dtg bwk rezeki n blik bwk dose....jd lg byk org dtg lg bagus kn??

yay!!!!! <3 esok raye...slamat hari raye maaf zahir batin...

alhamdulillah panjang umo lg nak sambut raye lg skali thun nie...

raye thun nie byk gler beza..coz first time raye sorg2 kat m'sia...mak n ayah ade kat ireland teman my sis kat sane..raye keempat bru dorg balek...

sedih je rase ble pikir yg esk izan xdpt nak salam parents utk mintak maaf tp nak wat cane?? xpe wan, mama, pak long, mak cu n pakcu n pak lang n atok ade ngn izan atleast izan xsorg2...

lets always look at the bright side n left the dark side behind...

xsabar rsenye nak pkai bju kebaya kuning baru tu... hope i look nice in it...huhuhu...

ayam masak kurma of kuew teow goreng....

hri nie sgt special sbb izan da bjye msak ayam masak kurma yg sgt dgilai oleh izan....sdap sgt...wan xtlg sket pon juz tgk je izan buat...terharu,gembira,bahagia n bangge menyelubungi segenap jiwa raga izan kjap...ayahanda n ibunda serta kakanda yg berada nun jauh diseberang lautan pasti bangge dgn anak daramu ini...hahaha...emo skjap...!! back to normal mode...

tp hati mula berbelah bg ble pak lang gorengkn kuew teow ble da nak dkat buke...jeng-jeng-jeng!!!mne satu nk mkn?

nk mkn nasi lauk ayam kurma ke nk mkn kuew teow...without further due...izan trus amek kputusan utk mkn dua2 tp dlm kuantiti yg terkawal krna berat da trun n xnk brat nek blek...!!!

maka Alhamdullilah Malaysia sgt chantek hari nie(xde kaitannye dgn tajuk)

she flew to ireland..n i'm gonna miss her a lot...

smalam my sis terbang gi ireland..nk further study die in business management...sedihnye..
first time raye without her..I cry cam nak giler ble die peluk me smalam kat KLIA...rase cam nak pg skali ngn die tp xbleh...me nak kne study kat sni...dun worry next year insyaAllah die blek...die kate nnt bleh on9..tp slalunye ble die bgn izan tido n ble die tdo izan plak bgn..
but there's mesti ade other way kn?
like telefon n email...so let's look at the bright side n leave sadness behind n pray for the best for her...amin...

study week punye cuti da mule n raye da nak tibe...

study week da start...sronoknye bile dp cuti n duduk kat umah...kat umah suasana cam sgt different...kat hostel mmg best tp sgt beze gn umah well home sweet home kan?
nnt lpas je raye trus ade final...InsyaAllah izan nak buat yg paling best n nak bg fullest punye attention study this week...lepas study week kite raye...Alhamdullilah dpt jgak smbut raye lg skali...tp this year raye sgt berbeza...coz my sis nak fly g ireland..i'm terribly happie for hern my parents ikut skali...so my parents raye kat sne la while izan tinggal kat malaysia ngn wan n atuk..nseb bek mama, paklong n pakcu n makcu still ade...along? along ade kat Dubai...maybe die blik nnt da nmpak cam pak Arab da..huhuuhu...Januari bru die balik iu pon xtentu lg...ble pikir nak raye sorg2 thun nie mmg sedih tp izan pikir camni...klo izan sedih mesti mak n ayah pon sbnarnye sedih nak tinggalkan anak die nie raye sorg2 kat MY...
anyway...izan rse izan da totally da fit in kat Uitm... no more home sick n i like that very much...
yesterday izan ade test bel 260 ngn mr Choy..he is the most adorable lecturer yg izan pnah jumpe...sgt cute..!!!! pastu izan pon pegi jusco bukit raja ngn Iqa N farhana... izan bli kasut, seluar, t-shirt n rantai + baju for my sis....Iqa xabes2 happie coz da nak cuti n test da abes die asek nak suruh iza buat chicken dance...giler btol l Iqa nie..huuhuhuhu..sayang Iqa...
Farhana plak kecian..nak bli selipar tp xde saiz..xpe Farhana nnt kite carik selipar yg len ye...
Hope Korg sume happie ble nk smbut raye...naseb bek td sempat mintak maaf kat classmate..hope klo ade silap n salah harap korg dpt la maafkan...
AKHIR KATA...
sELAMAT hARI rAYA!!!!!!!(dlm jagjit punye intonasi)

foundation law first part is coming to an end....:(

sad n happie both filling my heart...at last i feel at home at uitm like how i suppose to feel...
i love all my fellow classmate...fiena n shaa(team panjat pagar) sgt supporting...without korg pgar itu xkn bisa dpnjat...hahaha...syuk n mieza plak like friends from heavens...korg tau2 jela pe sbb izan ckp cmtu...mieja n ain(tagline dorg: we are consider as one) sgt bek n always helpful n slalu skepale buat bnde yg tooot!!!!(finas xbg published atas sbb kselamatan individu sjagat) hahaheehoo...iqa n farhana...shopping dgn korg is a happie experienced...xpe farhana jgn sdey ye nnt kte crik slippers yg len yg ade saiz...n iqa jgn malu pkai wedges tu it look good on ur feet...syeera, jue n syaza..tgk wayang ngn korg mmg happening..nnt kte g tgk wyg sme2 lg ye...tgk cite yg lg mnakutkn...tas, u always have that bubbly face on u..so cute!!! Sue...yg cute yg klo gelak xigt dunia..kdg2 izan glak bkn sbb klaka tp sbb tgk sue gelak...Esah plak..nmpak je kecik tp ble debate terrer kot....wanie n wanie...korg sgt sweet to each other..best nye ble dpt kwn rapat yg name same...so matchmade in heaven..huhuhuhu...Our Ain Sakina of lwa01g...suara die sgt kuat n sumtimes i wish izan ade her gut yg sgt confidence ble ckp kat depan..i salute her when it comes to debate...terrer babe!!!!!

that is all my girl classmate...bdak lelaki?

dorg pon supporting jgak..sgt supporting...hope izan bleh bgaul ngn bdak lelaki lbih bek sem dpan..InsyaAllah..i'm still awkward when it comes to boys...blame it on Sek Men Keb Convent Kajang ye yg sumenye prempuan....