dalam hidup, SEGALANYA seharusnya menjadi ULTRA

Gimme Gimme Gimme that precious baby!!

2012-01-04T21:52:00.000-08:00

I read on Tongue In Chic FB page that a new year comes with a new lust items and last night while checking one of my friend pictures, I came across this one item, after I check and do some research on this items, I knew the pros and cons of it and I decides that It is totally in my Lust Items list of 2012

And my new and first lust item of 2012 are...*DRUM ROLLING, HAND CLAPPING, SALIVA GULPING!!*

FUJUFILM INSTAX MINI 7S

TADAAAA!!!

it's also come in BLUE, CHOCO and ALL-WHITE

It's a polaroid camera! and since Spice Girl released their version of polaroid camera I have been eyeing one..

I know dah lama sangat dah tu but lepas tengok Fujifilm punya, I like seriously have to have one!!!

This camera called Instax mini simply because the picture come out in the size of credit card..

like this..

Easier to keep in your purse or diary or yang sewaktu dengannya..

Frankly speaking, I'm a bad photographer and totally not good handling extra-advanced(to me it is) camera like the DSLR or something like that so it's such a waste if I bought one for myself

but still I need a camera to capture some special moment with family and friends (or even a hot, sexy stranger!)

Usual phone camera(like the one I have) and digital camera(which I also have) already bored me..

Therefore I need something more fun which I don't have to go to any kedai cuci gambar to get it in hard copy form.

Plus kan, tak payah la kalau u randomly took your friend picture pastu dia kata nak gambar tu but you malas nak cuci gambar tu or malas nak tag die kat FB kan, you can simply snap and just bagi kat die on the spot and also bleh buat scrapbook or better souveniour untuk kawan you!!!

how GREAT is that??

So Izan still tak cukup dana, and If I want to have it, I will have to wait for my allowance money at the end of this month...

SO ANYONE BERMURAH HATI NAK TAMBAH DANA UNTUK TOLONG IZAN DAPATKAN MY INSTAX MINI 7S??

here is the Fujifilm representator telling u the operation of the camera :

honey

2011-12-25T07:03:00.001-08:00

honey by nursyaizan featuring vintage hats

Alhamdulillah atas kurniaan dan rezeki yang Kau beri kepada seisi ku Ya Allah..

Semoga kurniaan dan rezeki ini akan berterusan sampai bila-bila..AMINYA RABBAL AL AMIN.

breakfast + lunch + minum petang = no dinner but boleh jamu mata dengan kaki lelabah

2011-12-24T07:52:00.000-08:00

Spiderman once said, ' Great power comes with great responsibility'

I love that quotes cause sangat well said and no one can ever say a quotes better than that when it comes to something related to power and responsibility sebab Izan experiencing it right at the moment.

recently Izan dilantik as Ketua Post Program Inspirasi ( Hari Keluarga Aminuddin Baki)

when I told my friend yang I handle program, their expression macam sekata je..sama je semua

"woah, program kot, susah tu!"

and I will reply with a simple nod and smile followed by "yup!"

Thanks sangat sebab mengingatkan Izan how hard it's going to be and make my fear level that the program going to end up being a sucky suck suck event is escalating with every same expression my friends made..

at first, Izan setuju nak pegang jawatan tu because dapat LC dan dorongan kerakusan nak cepat completekan LC mendadak.

but suddenly after few meeting with the MT and other Ketua Post (kp), I start to realize I was sucked into a black hole with no chance of coming out of it..

Never knew that completing an LC for my AJK is the hardest thing that I will ever do yet in my life and at some points you can end up dead!!

The MT want the LC siap..I don't have any problem with that at all tapi when banyak sangat last minutes amendments...Hidup tunggang-langgang!!

I even skip my breakfast, my lunch, and combine it all during my time for minum petang which this will cause me rase kenyang sampai malam and cause me skipping my dinner just for those LC..

so I will end up have only one meal for a day which is sooooooooo not healthy..

it drive me totally insane and my body is terribly tired!!

I have to run here and there, print a new front page, I even did something totally illegal, edit sini sana..

can u imagine, my room is at K6Q 113, hujung dunia sana bersama monyet dan kelawar, nak print kat kedai tok or even worse kat pusanika, although ada jalan belakang, the walking still need energy..

Izan kena panjat tangga, turun naik tangga and berlari-lari kuda demi menyiapkan LC yang tercinta..

penat sangat and sometimes I lost my breath and living breathless (what kind of exaggeration is that izan??)..

but despite that yes I'm still breathing and very well alive..

so it's the perfect time for my other favourite quote which is :

'what doesn't kill you, only make you stronger'

I am stronger now, my thigh muscles is way more toned than last couple of week and I even can endure not eating for the whole day ( again, what kind of exaggeration is that izan?? too much already!!)..I'm stronger, seriously..

AND what makes me even stronger bertungkus lumus nak siapkan those LC and hantar on time is that spidery long legs guy yang menjadi perangsang untuk menyiapkan setiap kerja yang tergendala..sangat blessed dia kerana telah diberi kaki yang panjang..Subhanallah panjangnye kaki dia..I can't take my eyes off his leggy leg ditambah pula dengan ketampanan muka dia, sangat mencairkan hati umpama ice cream dipanah cahaya mentari panas terik tengahari! Can you imagine a guy with that kind of hotness??

kahwin oh kahwin...

2011-12-16T18:50:00.000-08:00

Dalam cerita hindustan ke, cerita orang putih ke bila ada wedding selalunya cam senang je die punya preparation kan?

pilih sari kat kedai, tup tup da siap jadi baju pengantin..

pilih gaun kat kedai, tup tup da siap beli bawak balik and dapat yang cantik gila vogue the vass..

Bila nak pilih baju tu semua orang very happie and cheerful sambil usik-usik bride to be tu kan?

pastu pengantin tu tersipu malu malu kucing dan seterusnya hari perkahwinan, kahwin, keliling api, or walk on aisle to the altar and you may kiss the bride..

END OF THE STORY!

I as a very naive and innocent child used to think that is what marriage was all about

but as I grow up..and with my brother wedding coming soon..

.my perspective change 360 degree..

it wasn't as easy as that and it much much more complicated!

when it comes to preparing for a wedding, every inches of the wedding you have to explore..

from tarikh and hari, to makanan yang akan disediakan dan berlanjutan kepada doorgift para tetamu.

baju pengantin tak payah cerita la kan..sebab boutique pengantin dan mak andam sekali da pening nak cater to every whim of the bride and groom to be tu..

lengan baju pengantin pendek sikit pon bising, kain x siap lagi bising, samping panjang seciput pon nak bising..

jangan la cerewet sangat sayang.. Zahnita model baju pengantin tu pon lengan dia senteng sikit, so it's not really a big deal..

but kalo nak perfect, sew it yourself, will you??

or maybe suruh Hatta Dolmat Or if you filthy rich then Rizalman will do the job for you..

cuma jangan berair hidung, mata and ketiak di saat bill dilayangkan kedepan muka anda..

Makanan!! oh it's a necessities, apalah majlis kahwin tanpa makanan?? sungguh tak lengkap

catering or gotong royong kampung is really up to you.

just yang perlu make sure makanan cukup dengan jumlah kehadiran..

ini untuk elakkan orang mengata, 'makanan rumah die aritu tak cukup tetamu nak makan'

NOT GOOD!!

Kad kahwin, super perlu!!

bila memilih kad kahwin, janganlah nak berfashion and style sangat sampai nak bayar RM1.00 satu,

apa you ingat you anak datuk tauke balak Sabah??

buat kad kahwin ikut kemampuan and janganlah nak canang, saya nak design yang ini, beli kat sini je, tempat lain tak main la tapi nanti end up print je? what is that??

simple and cantik da lah, sebab bukannya orang nak frame lepas tu, orang buang je..

nak ikut macam nie ke?

sayang, you not Kim Kardashian!!

Plus, kita orang Islam kan digalakkan supaya jangan membazir.

So apa yang I nak sampaikan is simply that when it come to wedding, preparation harus jitu supaya orang tak mengata and yang penting, jangan cakap lebih je and end up habuk pon tarak..

write that on a piece of paper, memorize it that eat it..

Benci bila dah nak habis semester and exam finals dah semakin dekat..haru biru

2011-12-03T22:12:00.000-08:00

PBL COMING..check

INDIVIDUAL SUBMISSION MELAMBAK BERDERET..check

ASSIGNMENT BANYAK NAK KENA SUBMIT..check

PRESENTATION NAK PRESENT..check

i'm sooooooooooooooooo 'happie'!!

xde yang lebih menggembirakan melihat kepada checklist pabila semester semakin mendekati diri ini..

mula lah kesini sana dengan buku rujukan, kepala mula pening mencari kes yang sering berselindung dan berat badan semakin meningkat dewasa dan jerawat mula bermaharajalela..

soo tension!! rasa macam nak drop everything and just enjoy life my style..

tapi semua tu la yang sebenarnye yang buat kita boleh enjoy kehidupan kita..

masalah ada penyelesaian,jadi bile masalah da selesai kita boleh enjoy sakan..

kalau senang je hidup ie mesti boring..

and mesti kena ingat yang hidup ini singkat je..

I just terima berita yang my friend, Joshua Ryan just passed away this morning..

It was a shocking news sebab baru sangat nampak die depan mata and suddenly his gone..

I feel so grateful that I'm still living and breathing so that I can endure every stress and can enjoy my life..

spend a little more time with my friends and family while I still living this life.

there is nothing more I can say other than ALHAMDULILLAH!

i'm comfortable in my own skin. Are you?

2011-11-09T21:21:00.000-08:00

I used to flip every fashion magazine and the sight of the skinny models on TeenVogue, Cosmopolitan, Female, Vogue pages make me droooling sampai my baju basah dan berbau hamis lepas itu..

dulu Izan nak :

badan macam Kate Moss

muka tirus macam Rosie Huntington-Whiteley

kaki panjang macam Candice Swanepoel

melihat gambar mereka membuat kita

dalam otak dan hati geram dan bertanya dan bertanya dan bertanya dan berterusan bertanya, bila agaknya badan diri sendiri akan jadi sekurus dan setinggi itu...??

BILA, BILA, BILA DAN BILA LAGI??????

lantas memujuk hati dan berkata, 'esok izan akan jadi macam tu'.

Tapi tak jadi pon..

Mimpi tinggal mimpi saja..

TAPI..

ITU DULU

sekarang dah tak dah

I accept every flaw on my body and see it as a miracle.

I embrace my curvier body.

I'm loving my boobies despite it's not a DD cup sebab berat kot nak angkut ke sana ke sini, plus susah nak cari size kat Malaysia ni.

I'm loving my cellulite cause it tell me that I telah dimurahkan rezeki dengan makanan yang sedap setiap hari dan berupaya bermalasan on daily basis tanpa exercise macam orang gila.

I loving my plumpy buttocks knowing that kalau nanti in case tak ada kusyen, I can sit perfectly comfortable atas lantai simen.

I didn't care if my cheek have more meat on it..kan senang kalau orang nak cubit hahaha

Izan Bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah SWT beri.

Sesungguhnya Dia dah berikan yang sebaiknya untuk kita.

Kate Moss, Rosie Huntington-Whiteley and Candice Swanepoel is so much prettier and sexier but itu dorang and I always believe everyone is special in their own way.

And therefore I am special with my own way and I'm proud to say I am comfortable in my own skin

so are you??

The next time you see me, I'm going to be a professionally trained NINJA.

2011-08-11T23:20:00.000-07:00

Ninja was a covert agent or mercenary of feudal Japan sepcializing in unorthodox arts of war.(as written in WIKIPEDIA)

Seriously, saya tak pernah bagitahu sesiapa pun pasal salah satu impian atau cita-cita tertinggi dalam hidup yang dah berusia 20 tahun 4 hari ini.

Saya simpan dengan sangat rapi tapi sometimes, at one point in life, kita kena share as sharing is caring kan?? haha

so with this, I want to tell you that my highest dream in life is to be...

(drum rolling~~~~~~)

A PROFESSIONALLY TRAINED NINJA!!!

yeah, I like to kisk-ass and going here and there wearing black all over, that's why I simply ambil course undang-undang kat both UKM and UITM as law students mostly kena pakai black ( alasan la sangat!! actually tak pon only ada hari2 tertentu)

so as I have a lot of time doing nothing, saya pun membuka webpage kegemaran which is GOOGLE, lantas meng-google 'how to be a highly trained ninja'

and to be a ninja, you have to

1. RUN about a half a mile every day.

untuk menguatkan sistem kardiovaskular tubuh badan dan membina otot. Dan juga penyelamat bila dikejar anjing, so bile anjing tak dapat kejar, boleh lah kita beam with proudness toward the dog dan dalam hati berbisik, ' aku lagi laju dari kau lah!'

2. SWIM as often as possible.

ini diperlukan bagi menguatkan jantung yang mana membolehkan kita tahan nafas lama or berenang lagi lama and attack orang dari dalam air tanpa dilihat which is selalunya sangat awesome kalau dilihat dalam babak cerita.

3. Create an OBSTACLE COURSE.

kalau tengok dalam cerita ninja(berapa banyak cerita ninja yang kau da tengok izan??dasar tepengaruh sungguh!!) mesti ada latihan ninja yang melibatkan rintangan kan?? lompat sini,panjat sana, merangkak situ, tapi benda nie sangat diperlukan, sebab bukan semua jalan rata and semua bangunan licin permukaan die, jadi rintangan ini diperlukan untuk membuat badan lebih bersedia terhadap dugaan yang mendatang. Jadi apalagi?? ambik batang penyapu, tangga panjang dan tali untuk memanjat dan mulakan latihan.

4. do exercises such as CHIN-UP, PUSH-UP, SIT-UP.

ini memang kena la kan, takkan la badan tak fit tapi nak berangan jadi ninja kan?(izan tepuk dada, tanya selera! fit ke?) *angguk kepala*

5. Belajar jadi SANGAT SENYAP DAN CEKAP.

ninja kan kena sneaky and quiet all the time, jadi gunakan kawan anda dan suruh die berdiri dekat mana-mana pada waktu malam dan menyelinapbelakang die, kalau kawan anda tu tak sedar maka anda telah master bab nie.TAHNIAH!!

6. kuasai BADAN DAN MINDA

seorang ninja harus ada badan yang kuat dan minda yang cergas, untuk mencergaskan minda, cubalah sudoku or any crossword puzzle(what the?? bayangkan ninja pakai all black pergi POPULAR or MPH, beli buku sudoku or crossword puzzle) Ini membantu kita jadi lebih kreatif dalam part2 nak bunuh musuh kita.

7. Ninjas are NOBLE.

I like this noble part, very good one. To be a ninja, help other people, visit elderly folk home and help little kid, never ever brag, 'weh, aku ninja la!' tak boleh!!

8.Learn PARKOUR.

this is the most important one, because it help you with most of the above. Parkour is a war of conditioning the bosy and the mind by learning how to overcome physical obstacles with speed, efficiancy and agility.

9. Join any MARTIAL ARTS CLASS.

enough said.

10. buy a COOL NINJA OUTFITS

my most favourite step of all.

11. THINK LIKE A NINJA.

be silent as possible and wear black all the time. Nice!! More reason not to jawab soalan during tutorial class, when lecturer tanye, simply jawab, 'i'm training to be a ninja! Don't talk to me!" hahaha sumpah kena ketuk dengan kasut tumit tinggi!!

Ini just some of the steps, for more steps go to How to be a ninja??

try these step and kita boleh menuju alam menjadi ninja sejati!!

kicking kicking kicking!!

Memupuk budaya membaca dalam diri sendiri dan masyarakat setempat.

2011-08-10T08:05:00.000-07:00

Saban hari, kita asyik mendengar pupuklah budaya membaca di kalangan masyarakat. Cuba bagitahu berapa banyak karangan yang menyuruh kita list-kan kebaikkan membaca. Dari form 1 sampai lah ke form 5, mesti ada terselit punya tajuk karangan yang sewaktu dengan budaya membaca ni.

Tapi, budaya yang baik ni memang wajar di uar-uarkan.

Banyak sebab untuk membaca..

sebab kita dalam bulan 8 jadi saya persembahkan 8 sebab kenapa kita perlu membaca lebih banyak dan lebih galak.

1. Membaca membantu kita menjadi LEBIH BIJAK.

Dalam satu artikel yang ditulis oleh Anne E. Cunningham : What Reading Does for the Mind, mendapati bahawa membaca boleh membantu pemikiran kita lebih tajam walaupun usia kita semakin meningkat. Malah dengan membaca, ia dapat meningkatkan aktiviti otak yang mana menjurus kepada pengurangan risiko kena Alzheimer.

2. Membaca MENGURANGKAN STRESS.

Pernah tak bila kita sedang membaca, lepas tu ada orang yang terdekat kata, 'Dah macam orang gila dah baca buku ni! Senyum sorang-sorang da.' Sila angguk kalau pernah kena sound..huhu. Bila kita membaca, kita seolah-olah masuk dalam jalan cerita tu. Kita bayangkan perasaan watak tu, dia sedih, dia gembira malah bila dia jatuh cinta pon kita pulak yang syok habis. Kita macam tinggalkan semua masalah hidup, lepas tu masuk dalam dunia lain. It's sort like a distraction, kena pulak bila kita baca buku yang seriously un-putdownable.

3. Membantu dalam mengurangkan KE-HYPER-AN.

Ada sesetengah kanak-kanak yang mengalami masalah hyper x bertempat kan?? Like the kids like to jump, shout and doing sometthing very active. Reading is a good way to cope those act. Bagi that kid a very nice visual-based book, and see them drift away with it. Bila dorang dah leka, surely they will terperuk kat satu tenpat reading their nicely visualized book.

4. MENINGKATKAN KEBOLEHAN MENGANALISA dengan lebih cepat.

Membaca bukan boleh meningkat kan general knowledge seseorang tapi juga boleh meningkatkan kebolehan seseorang untuk menganalisa sesuatu benda dengan lebih cepat dan berkesan. Macam membaca sesuatu yang informational, individu tersebut boleh cepat proses maklumat tu.

5. MENINGKATKAN VOCABULORY.

Mesti atleast sekali la dalam hidup, masa tengah periksa karangan or essay, blank nak tulis apa, you have the idea of it tapi hilang tiba-tiba perkataan dia, perah, punya perah tapi otak tak membantu jugak sebab perkataan tu tak pernah pun hinggap kat otak tu. Jadi dengan membaca, kita dapatlah meluaskan vocabulory kita. Perkataan yang baru dapat di-explore dari semasa ke semasa. Jadi tiada lagi blankness during exam time..

6. MENGUATKAN DAYA INGATAN.

Macam dalam kelebihan no.1, membaca dapat meningkatkan rangsangan kepada minda kan? Jadi bila ada banyak rangsangan dalam otak, maka sel-sel akan berhubung (lebih kurang mcm dalam iklan susu Anmum tu) . Jadi dengan berhubungnya sel-sel itu, di akan connect kan die akan jadikan otak kita punya memori stor jadi lagi besar and lebar.

7. TINGKATKAN BAKAT PENULISAN.

(sila rujuk kelebihan no.5) Selain itu ia boleh membantu kita memahami, perkataan mana yang sesuai digunakan dalam ayat yang mana satu.

8. MEMBANTU MEMAHAMI BUDAYA DAN ADAT LUAR.

Memang Malaysia ada berbagai kaum yang berlainan budaya, tapi dunia ni ada lagi banyak kaum lain yang boleh kita pelari budaya mereka. Yang ada dalam Malaysia pun kita tak sempat nak mendalami, jadi dengan membaca, kita dapat memahami lebih banyak budaya yang kat luar sana dengan hanya duduk di satu tempat dan tak payah nak bergerak serata dunia dan mengelakkan ada salah faham sesama kaum.

TAPI!!!! BUKU DEKAT MALAYSIA AGAK MAHAL!!

tapi itu bukan sebab untuk tak membaca, banyak lagi cara dan bahan untuk membaca. Baca surat khabar, membaca artikel dekat majalah pun di kira membaca. Tapi bagi avid-reader yang gila hard-core 'saya kena baca novel jugak baru puas' tapi selalu mengeluh harga buku mahal, kita boleh

1. Pinjam dekat perpustakaan.

2. Saling bertukar-tukar buku dengan kawan.

well, sharing is caring kan???

3. Beli buku dekat Flea market.

well, I always did this, usually it's rewarding sebab buku yang you usually harga dia rm35.90 kat Kinokuniya and MPH and POPULAR, you boleh dapat dalam rm20.00 or kalau yang dah lama and second hand tu even boleh dapat dalam harga as low as rm5.00. Do the math yaw!!! If tak taw mane flea market yang jual buku baru and secondhand yang still in a good shape, try pegi dekat Amcorp Mall, Petaling Jaya. I always carik buku kat sana but occasionally pergi jugak Kinokuniya, MPH and popular for new released books.

Jadi macam tak ada sebab lain untuk orang tak membaca melainkan kalau dia ada vitamin M yang banyak!!

So HAPPIE READING!!!

Money can't buy you happiness, but everything needs money..

2011-06-21T19:58:00.000-07:00

' Why is everybody so obsessed,

Money can't buy us happiness'

Jesse J - Price Tag

This song tengah like berkumandang secara berleluasa dekat radio sekarang kan?

I must admit the beat is kinda catchy and memang sedap la telinga menadah hendak mendengar.

But macam lyrics yang tertera di atas yang dipetik dari lagu itu, saya rasa agak tersinggung sedikit la (ye bakulah lagi ayat tu)

People kesini-kesana sibuk lah asyik jaja yang jangan penting kan duit, duit tak boleh beli segala-galanya ( oh, really??)

Tanpa duit kita pun boleh berjaya and all those blah-blah-blah-blah-blah-blah.

Tapi try once in your life, hidup tanpa duit, boleh ke gembira??

Boleh ke senang hati goyang kaki??

Tapi sila lah faham yang semua benda pun perlukan duit, even toilet sekarang pon nak kena bayar. Nak membuang pun nak kena bayar. Sila lah fikir!!

cuba fikir, kalau ada rumah, maybe tak payah bayar duit rumah sebab tu harta peninggalan dari turun-temurun tapi bil air, bil elektrik?? Pastu nak makan, nak kena beli barang dapur jugak kan??

Baju, kain, seluar, even pakaian dalam pun nak kena beli pakai duit!

Bila dah tak ada duit nak beli semua benda tu boleh ke hidup happie? Boleh ke?

Even suami isteri pun boleh bercerai, keluarga boleh berpecah belah and adik beradik boleh putus saudara sebab hal duit.

Jadi, macam mana orang sekarang tak obsessed dengan duit?? Bukan ke kita perlukan duit untuk semua benda??

What you semua think?

Betul kan?

purple

2011-06-03T20:44:00.001-07:00

purple by Nursyaizan featuring a violet dress

Herve Leger rayon dress
$1,150 - net-a-porter.com

Violet dress
$26 - 2cute2trendy.com

Miu Miu glitter platform heels
$595 - barneys.com

Presence flower shoes
8 GBP - debenhams.com

Paul Smith flower tote
199 GBP - paulsmith.co.uk

Beaded handbag
$25 - modcloth.com

Bounkit handcrafted jewelry
$395 - charmandchain.com

Roberto Cavalli gold plated jewelry
$290 - net-a-porter.com

Dahlia floral hair accessory
$70 - tarinatarantino.com

Z Gallerie - Cymbidium Orchid - Aubergine Set of 3
$45 - zgallerie.com

Airil

2011-06-01T02:51:00.001-07:00

Airil by Nursyaizan featuring peep toe booties

Roberto Cavalli jersey tee
$940 - net-a-porter.com

Graffiti tee
ladygaga.shop.bravadousa.com

Roberto Cavalli leather jacket
$3,000 - net-a-porter.com

Supertrash skinny jeans
80 EUR - welikefashion.com

Peep toe booties
$1,150 - giuseppezanottidesign.com

High heel boot
449 EUR - jades24.com

Bottega Veneta messenger bag
6,390 GBP - net-a-porter.com

Chloé leather handbag
$1,650 - mytheresa.com

shoes shoes shoes

2011-05-28T05:01:00.001-07:00

shoes shoes shoes by Nursyaizan featuring crocs shoes

T strap heels
$3,495 - alexandermcqueen.com

Alexander McQueen stiletto pumps
$1,165 - couture.zappos.com

Christian Louboutin high heel shoes
$1,095 - net-a-porter.com

Emilio Pucci crocs shoes
$745 - net-a-porter.com

Peep toe platform heels
$290 - reissonline.com

Stiletto shoes
150 EUR - welikefashion.com

Carlos by Carlos Santana high heel sandal
$100 - heels.com

Steve Madden platform pumps
$90 - heels.com

Alexander McQueen black shoes
snazzyheels.com

:))))))

2011-05-21T20:23:00.001-07:00

:)))))) by Nursyaizan featuring patent leather high heels

4 months is a long period kan??

before my 4 month semester break begin, I have a lot of plan that I want to make real

1. Find a job

2. Spend a quality time with my parents and siblings (should scratch the 's' as my brother is not in the country)

3. Belajar foreign language such as french, korean or any foreign language la.

4. Re-invent my wardrobe fully

5. Jual buku lama yang dah tidak boleh digunakan lagi. (sumber income yang bagus, buku sentiasa dapat berbakti kepada manusia sejagat ;) )

6. Eat well and rejuvanate yourself dekat rumah :)

7. Buy a new pair of jeans yang memang really padan dengan my body shape

8. Read as many novels as I could to improve my vocabulary.

9. Watch Pride & Prejudice

10. Go for a good manicure

11. Sleep at least 6 hours every night

okay that is just some of my plan and believe me there are the longer version which will make you sick just by taking a short glance at it. (well, I know I do)

But sadly, I just able to do stuff #9 succesfully which I have watch pride and prejudice for tiga hari berturut-turut and tujuh to lapan kali tanpa berturut.

I really love Pride & Prejudice.

oh..Mr Darcy!!

Handsome handsome Mr Darcy!!

and busy create a set at Polyvore.com which torturing my body, mind and soul with those pretty clothes and heels.

Sesungguhnya, manusia merancang, manusia menentukan (tak relevan sebab tak ada effort pun nak merealisasikan rancangan tu! shame on you Izan!! :( )

Fashionistaaaaaaaaaa..........!!!!!

2011-05-05T00:48:00.000-07:00

1.	fashionista
	A person devoted to fashion clothing, particularily unique or high fashion. A person not to be called a fashionista would be someone who obsessivly follows trends. REAL fashionistas do not believe in trends. That type of person would be more correctly labeled a fashion whore or a shallow bitch. Student #1:"Oh my gosh! Look at that girl wearing those sparkly red mary janes, black lolita skirt, hello kitty corset, and a top hat with pink hair!" Student #2"Oh yeah, thats Xenia, she's a Fashionista." (taken from Urban Dictionary )

Purple is the new mustard yellow

2011-03-30T21:42:00.000-07:00

my final exam is approaching, in fact I have an MLS paper next week!!

but yet I am so busy checking what's new on my favourite blogshop more than memorizing and understanding statutes, cases and whatsnot

TAK TAU APA NAK JADI!!

purple is the new mustard yellow??

is all related to the maxi dress that I really crazily want to buy..

I saw it at one of my personal favourite blogshop which is The Poplook.

They have variety colour of it but in the same cutting.

I first laid my eyes on the mustard yellow and start dreaming about buying it..

isn't it just make you feel happie just by looking at it??

it seriously reminds me of a breezy sunny day (bukan yang panas smpai u rasa prickly and start ada rashes)

and also a delicious mustard on your hotdog??

but before I have chance to grab it, da out of stock da :(

Poplook is seriously ter-sangat gila gila popular because cothes which they sell always out of stock dengan sangat cepat.

I didn't online for about 1 and a half day because I have to concentrate on my Arab language test then suddenly it when out of stock..

DISSAPOINTING!!

but wait,

I saw the purple one and yes I loving it too, in fact I love it more than the mustard yellow one.

isn't it just mouth-watering causing me to go ga-ga..

but when it was there and yet to be out of stock, I start to hesitate..

trying to make a wise decision whether to buy it or not as I just bought a new pair of gorgeous heels which cost me quite an amount of money..

huahuahuahuahuahuahua..clearing my mind*inhale**exhale*

owh I can't make up my mind!

*all pictures feature in this post is courtesy of The Poplook.

Viral infection sure make me weak....

2011-03-19T06:28:00.000-07:00

Viral infection...

benci dengan bende itu..

menyakitkan, menyusahkan, memeningkan dan yang paling utama memenatkan...

when you have viral infection, you tak ade selera makan, badan penat macam gila and kepala sakit macam nak pecah..

Viral infection is cause by a bad bad BAD virus presenting themselves in your body..

when you rasa penat and badan start to like memanas..

you better start drink up and get a deep rest.

I was infected by this viral infection during my consti pbl approaching..

resulting my constitutional pbl turn out to be suck...

suck suck sucky suck suck!!

try not to get this kind of infection...

Bad bad bad bad veryyyyyyyyyyy bad...

this one little baby sure makes me envy...

2011-02-26T18:03:00.000-08:00

Suri Cruise

know her?

No?? where have you been living these past few years??

MARS??

although she is only four..but I totally envy her

why??

1. because she is uber uber filthy rich

2. her parents is a well-known movie star.

3. she travel with style on private jet

and

4. HER BODY ALWAYS WRAP WITH DESIGNER CLOTHES of which if I starve my whole life I still can't buy it(ok I exxagerate, well who doesn't??)

yeah Suri..go running around in your Marc Jacob..

and drink your hot chocolate while wearing your comfy Armani :)

*all the picture courtesy of Suri Cruise Fashion

I should go purify my heart now...

no i'm still envy her..

envy you Suri Cruise

but in a good way :) wee~

Owh..HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO NURSYAHIRAH BINTI ZULKIFLI

AGE IS NOT MORE THAN JUST A NUMBER :) but still i'm younger than you :)

what happen when you have a pile of cases to read and authorities to be found??

2011-02-24T18:11:00.000-08:00

SERABUT!!!

is always the right word.

I have a nother 3 PBL coming and obviously I need to read my books, cases and a lot of authorities to help me later in my PBL session.

But my heart have a mind of its own.

My heart don't want to study :'( SHE WANT TO GO SHOPPING FOR NEW KILLER STILETTO AND BEAUTIFUL TOP AND PAIR OF JEANS AND JACKET AND BELTS AND ACCECORIES.

okay stop. because if I don't then the list will be super duper extremely tiring and exhausting long.

I can give you lists of shop and blog-shop straight away if you ask me.

But seriously I will stutter badly if you as me anything about apostasy or anything related to law.

still wondering whether I have make a good decision in choosing law.

uhmmmmm???????

My heart can barely contain it ;(

2011-02-14T07:56:00.000-08:00

Check this picture out..

and this..

and this...

and and and and this...

what the 'In-common' thing that you can see from pictures?

Instead of 'spot the different', let's 'spot the same-ness'

tell me what did you see??

If you are about to say that there are all Hollywood superstar which living a high-end life and have too much money to spend, then you are absolutely wrong..

I don't care how high they are living and how many money and how much money they have to spend(ok! maybe I care)

What I care more when I saw those pictures are is the shoes that they are wearing..

It's also not just a regular shoes, It's stiletto

The sexy, seductive and pretty pretty stilettos

I was and still am drooling looking at those gorgeous stiletto

Drooling!!!

I cursed you stiletto.

I Sumpah you that one day you will surrender and begging at my feet for me to wear you.

muahahaha

Saya pun jatuh diantara dua kategori cuma tak berapa sure yang mana satu.

2011-01-20T08:13:00.000-08:00

Infatuation and falling in love ada;ah dua perkara yang sama pada dasar tetapi berbeza dari segi konsep keseluruhannya.

Infatuation is a state of being carried away by unreasoned love or passion.

Infatuation ini akan menyebabkan manusia merasakan satu perasaan yang sangat mendalam tetapi hanya lingers for a short while.

Infatuation also known as having a crush.

The person yang anda sukai akan digelar sebagai crush.

Contoh perbualan yang pakai perkataan crush (gila nak bagi penerangan dengan sangat jelas sampai bagi perbualan terus kan??) adalah seperti berikut :

adik manis 1 : You, I rasa kan I ada crush la kat someone ni..

adik manis 2 : Yeke??? Sape crush you tu?? Bagi la tau kat I....

adik manis 1 : Ok, I bagi tau yeh..I bagi tau taw.. I bagi tau you sekrang..

adik manis 2 : bagi tau jela, you nak mintak penampar ke?? gedik btol

adik manis 1 : ala sabar la, I gedik ngan you je..ok ok I bagi tau, I suke kat H..

adik manis 2 : H yang mane nie?

adik manis 1 : ala yang tinggi-tinggi, bawak kereta merah geregek and reckless gila mase driving tu..

adik manis 2 : owh tu ke crush you?? ok ok I taw sape :)

ada faham cara penggunaan perkataan Crush?? kenapa macam tiba2 rasa macam tengah buat tutorial penggunaan perkataan English?? Ok ABAIKAN!!

Infatuation ini akan hilang selepas beberapa ketika dengan datangnya ketidakpercayaan, kekurangan kesetiaan dan komitmen..

tetapi...

Falling in love(FIL) adalah berlainan dengan infatuation (berapa kali nak ulang ni Izan??)

FIL adalah satu perasaan yang juga mendalam tapi it lingers longer than infatuation

kire macam kalau da terjatuh cinta sekali maka susah lah dunia ni jadinya..

sama ada berbunga-bunga atau pun beronak duri mencucuk diri..

FIL juga buat manusia merasakan bahawa mereka harus saling connected dengan orang yang dicintainya..

and sometimes walaupun adanya ketidak setiaan dan kekurangan kepercayaan, cinta tu tetap wujud and that's makes it different from infatuation..

contoh perbualan (lagi) bagi menggambarkan kecintaan orang yang FIL(FIL disini merujuk kepada fall in love)

abang manis 1 : ko memang da jatuh cinta kat pompuan tu ke, N??

abang manis 2 : ye la. nape??

abang manis 1 : bukan la, ko bukan x taw yang die tu playgirl gila, rmai orang die da mainkan..

abang manis 2 : aku tau, tapi aku memang da jatuh cinta dengan dia la dowh, tak bleh nak elak lagi da..

abang manis 1 : sukati ko la, jangan ko frust datang menonggeng kat aku sudah

sekali lagi : ada faham???

heheheheheheheehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe

alwaYs reward and compensate yourself..so, that's what I do..

2011-01-15T21:13:00.000-08:00

Dr. Sakina Shaik yang merupakan lecturer contract pernah memberikan sekeping useful advice yang Izan akan ingat sampai bila-bila, InsyaAllah

which is : REWARD AND COMPENSATE

it work like this..

if you already bekerja lebih masa (i.e: da siapkan assignment yang deadline dia dua bulan lagi) therefore, you need to reward youself

and if you already bergembira lebih masa (i.e: pegi joli katak berseronok sakan bersuka ria tengok wayang or pergi dating) therefore, you kena compensate masa yang dah TER-guna..

this week have been a very loooooonnnnnnnngggggg week...

I kena buat banyak benda this week!! penat tahap gaban shall I say

so faktor keletihan memuncak sepanjang minggu lepas

1.kena pegi high court(plus kena harassed dengan penjual vcd lucah)

2. Ke-period-an yang memenatkan.

3. kebanyakkan bilangan discussion untuk minggu ini dan kekonfiusan ahli group mana untuk subject apa(sel otak banyak digunakan sebab asyik kena atur dalam otak)

4. terbanyak sangat gelak dalam kelas...which nobody should ever try this..

5.makanan yang tidak seimbang langsung

6 ketidakbolehan balik ke rumah

7. kerinduan tahap dewa kepada ibu dan ayah di kampung(bajet rumah jauh lima sepuluh jam la kan??)

see....banyak kan??

kesian tak?

sila kesian dengan saya ye..

so, menggunakan advice yang telah diberi lantas segera Izan mempraktikkannya kepada kehidupan seharian..

buktinya..

JENG JENG JENG

kasut baru!!!

from VINCCI accessories

DAN..

baju baru....

from BlueyJoyce

hehe..retail therapy la kan apa lagi..

wuahahaha

Izan ada nampak this mouth-watering top kat Cotton On tapi bila tengok orang beratur nak bayar mak aih panjang gila terus macam fobia nak perg pilih baju..hahaha

and also a healthy dose of handsome guy(Izan memang tak akan pernah habis dengan handsome guy dia) kat Midvalley and some kat resepsi kahwin orang..

hahaahaha

with those thingy..I'm back into perspective

Bila..

2011-01-14T06:41:00.000-08:00

bila pintu diketuk, kita buka dan ada orang yang menunggu dekat luar dan kita ajak masuk ke dalam rumah

well, that's what people called manners

tapi kalau pintu hati diketuk??

hati rasa bersalah, nak buka atau pun tidak

sebab takut bila kita buka pintu tu nanti, orang yang dijemput tak sudi pun nak masuk

dan kita akan rasa sangat kecewa

and that what people called heartbroken

macam mana??

takut pula tidak diterima kan??

so let's just go with the flow..

flowing..

and keep flowinggggg....

Lain yang disangka, lain pula yang tiba...

2010-12-30T17:32:00.000-08:00

Suspen tak tajuk?? hahaha

jangan takut, bukan apa pun..

this week Izan dah start belajar Bahasa Arab..

sebelum tu mari saya memperkenalkan diri..hehe

Ismi Nursyaizan Binti Jasni

Ana Salanjuria (mcm tu kan eja dia?)

Ana tolibun fi kuliyati al-huquqi

Umri tisata ashar sanah..

Izan's translator: Nama saya Nursyaizan Binti Jasni

Saya orang Selangor

Saya belajar di Fakulti Undang-undang

Umur Saya 19 tahun

terer x? *angkat-angkat kening*

Jadi berbalik kepada tajuk post ini,

actually Izan macam cuak, takut and nervous sampai nak terkeluar jantung lari-lari..haha

yela sebab sedari kecil hingga berumur 19 tahun tak penah langsung belajar Bahasa Arab..

mana tak takut tak pasal kan??

tapi lepas je masuk kelas and start belajar dan ditemani dengan kamus Bahasa Arab yang setia lantas persepsi Izan segera berubah cerah...

muka pun dari macam nie...

terus bertukar ke...

happie kan??

jadi moral of the story adalah : Don't judge books by it's cover or dari harga dia..

bukan bermaksud mahal cerite dia berkualiti ye..

jadi marilah kita memulakan pagi dengan kata- kata nasihat atau motivational quotes yang boleh mencerahkan hari kita..

A pearl is a beautiful thing that is produced by an injured life. It is the tear (that results) from the injury of oyster. The treasure of our being in this world is also produced by an injured life. If we had not been wounded, if we had not been wounded, then we will not produce the pearl

-Stephen Hoeller-

and owh before terlupa..
about my 2011 resolution..
as tomorrow is already 2011, therefore saya nak mengatakan bahawa saya tak pernah buat any resolution as I don't believe in making one...
I believe in everyday punya resolution which is to be a better person to everyone who spend her time(and money) more wisely from day to day..
AMIN!!

and Izan tengah kumpul duit utk beli new bag..
owh My mom going to nag me day and night kalau die taw anak die ni da berhajat nak beli beg baru(lagi)

Maafkan Kelembapan Saya..

2010-12-14T07:10:00.000-08:00

Pada 10. dec hari itu yang juga bersamaan dengan hari jadi Taufik Batisah, result final exam saya dah boleh dicheck melalui gerbang smpweb (ayat sila la skema lagi!!)

tarikh tu mmg da diingati sejak Lim Kai Hau bagitahu kat facebook..

jadi malam sebelum tu Izan telah menutup handphone dan letak jauh-jauh (padahal tersalah letak hp and battery abis)

Chup!! apa relevan tindakan tersebut?

kalau tutup mase 10.dec tu ok jugak kan??

hahaha

anyway..

pagi tu bangun agak lah lambat..

around pukul 7.30 pagi pastu terus pegi dapur nak tengok apa menu untuk sarapan pagi

dan melihat ibu yang sedang giat menggoreng pisang lantas saya mengambil keputusan untuk meringankan beban ibu dan menjaga pisang goreng tersebut.

TIBA-TIBA!!!!....

saya tersedar bahawa pagi tersebut tidaklah biasa seperti hari lainnya kerana pada hari itu,

RESULT UKM DAH KELUAR

dan perut saya serta usus dan limpa hati dan jiwa raga segera bergelora..

cuak gila nak mati..masa tu rasa gila x tentu arah tapi cover la depan mak kan..

nanti karang mak suspect plak..apsal anak aku nak cuak kalau die dah buat betul-betul aritu kan??

pastu terus cepat-cepat angakat goreng pisang tu dan segera bergegas masuk bilik

pastu baru nak sibuk la carik charger hp macam orang gila and charge kan..hahaha

pastu ble bukak je hp trus dpt msg smalam from Shaa yang kata result da bleh check via sms..

so ape lagi trus send msg and dok diam-diam tunggu result keluar..ayah da sibuk panggil suruh sarapan tapi tak nak...CUAK GILA MANA BOLEH MAKAN KAN??

lepas je dapat result trus menjerit dan melompat tak tentu arah, mak pon macam terkejut..hahaha

lepas bagitahu mak dan ayah result terus kena peluk..hehehe

Baile Atha Cliath was breathtaking!!

2010-11-26T01:11:00.000-08:00

* AMARAN!! : blogpost ini mengandungi terlalu banyak gambar dan mungkin terlalu panjang dengan bebelan dari Nursyaizan Binti Jasni..

Izan telah berangkat ke Dublin or the Irish usually call it Baile atha cliath in gaelic..

it was a great : cuaca die, scenery dia n please highlight..HOT GUYS DIA!!

dah tinggi, kulit pinkish, mate biru n coklat n hazel n hijau

owh saya menjamu mata kemana saja saya pergi!!

pretty isn't it??

this is St Stephen Green Park

usually Locals akan bawa anjing aka 'karpet berjalan' takpun bawak anak dorg yang comel gila berjalan-jalan..

comel tak?? comel kan??

the lanscapes please not the person coz yang orang tu mmg sgt cute!

hahaha

then kite pegi Dalkey..

a nice small town with a great beautiful scenery

Dalkey used to have around 7 castle tp lepas perang ke mcm tu, castle tinggal 2 je..

there..kena ada model jgk la kan..hahaha~

nice place Dalkey..

next, kite pegi Bray..Bray nie kawasan laut..

sejuk jgn cakap la..mse Izan kat situ temperature sampai 8 darjah celsius..

beku rasa muka bila angin sejuk bertiup..

kat sini lagi banyak 'karpet berjalan'..gemuk-gemuk rase mcm nk sepak je la pulak..hahaha

pastu kite pon blik ke Dublin semula

untuk minum hot chocolate kat Butlers Chocolate Cafe..

enak sungguh hot chocolate dia..

kalo pegi sane, sila la mintak regular hot chocolate with cream n dapat free chocolate chumel...

MEMANG SEDAP!!

pastu kite pergi ke St. Patrick Park di mana Izan telah mem-bajetkan diri ala-ala pelajar Malaysia di Ireland

bajet tak?? bajet kan??

hahahaha

gambar bajet yang lainnya...

gambar semasa membeli barangan takde sebab mne bleh buat dua benda mse bershopping??

harus ade concentration yang mendalam..

itulah summary dia, byk sgt gmbr klo nk msukkn lg (malas sebenarnye..haha)

so Ireland is one beautiful country..

yang best psal pg luar negara ni adalah ble kite cam terjatuhkan barang ke ape ke pastu melatah kan,

contoh : opocot mak kau jatuh atau terjerit perkataan yang agak lucah, takde la orang mcm pandang ke ape ke..

sebab dorg tak faham..

hahaha

owh, lupa nak bgth yang sebab utama pg Ireland adalah sebab nak tengok kakak saya graduation..huhu

beg baru kesayangan dan kehilangan selera makan..

2010-11-10T07:45:00.000-08:00

(courtesy of http://smashing-pit-stop.blogspot.com)

Last monday, I received the parcel which contains my beg baru kesayangan

sila lihat gambar di atas..pretty tak??

tak?? what the hell..

I like it so damn much so it's the prettiest thing at the moment!!

beg tu bukan sahaja cantik tapi juga berharga sangat murah!

can u believe it if I say that it only cost me RM48 inclusive the postage fees (online shopping is my new addiction)..

xbleh percaya?? sila percaya..ripley's believe it or not!! hahaha

Sila ikut link ini jika berminat nak membeli beg serupa dengan di atas..

ok..sekarang beralih ke berita luar negara..

Nursyaizan Binti Jasni akan berangkat ke Ireland kurang dari seminggu dari sekarang, malangnya beliau masih lagi malas untuk menge-pack barangan peribadi dan bajunya!!

*berita luar negara tamat*

sejak belakangan ini..Izan cam kehilangan selera makan :(

da x bersemangat dan ghairah apabila melihat makanan enak terhidang di depan mata..

makanan yang enak akan ditolak dan dibiarkan kesepian

ok izan Sila naik pentas amek phD dlm meng-exaggerate berlebihan..

tapi memang betul kot..xde la mcm yg izan gambarkan tadi, yg makanan kesepian segala tu..

tapi seriously da berapa hari da izan skip lunch and dinner just makan ala kadar je..

perut cepat rase kenyang ler plak..

tp gastrik xberi peluang lantas meng-attack izan lewat petang hari ini..

kepala rase nak pecah n perut plak penuh dengan angin..

ade situation 'air-rumbling in my stomach'

haish!! lantas izan pon segera revise koleksi recipe nya dan decide..

esok pagi nak buat Crepe n makan dengan peach!!

sedap..selera segera kembali!!!

Alhamdulillah!!

p/s : terima kasih kepada cik Ikin kerana jd follower saye.. :)

saya sayang emak saya dunia akhirat!! InsyaAllah..

2010-11-07T21:32:00.000-08:00

48 years ago a person who I proudly called EMAK now was born..

exactly on 7/11..I like that date, easy to remember!!

Emak, Selamat Hari Lahir yang ke 48 tahun..

Izan sayang emak sangat n semoga emak akan sentiasa dipanjangkan umur, dmurahkan rezeki dan hidup akan sentiasa diberkati Allah SWT selalu!!!

MUAH MUAH MUAH!!!

everything around me remind me of him..distractions pon xberhasil nie!!

2010-11-03T04:25:00.000-07:00

Pandang kiri...teringat dekat dia

pandang kanan..pun teringat dekat dia

buat itu.. ingat dekat dia

buat ini.. ingat juga dekat dia

depressed gila kot!!!

depressed macam ni (sila rujuk rajah dibawah) :

Weyh 3249...

apa ilmu u dah kenakan terhadap diriku ini???

bodoh ..BODOH!!

Babe..bila anda stress, a healthy dose of sexy abs and eye-candy faces will always do the job!!

2010-10-27T22:46:00.000-07:00

When you are totally stressed out sebab exam tengah berjalan dengan'lancar' dan anda dapat jawab semua soalan exam anda dengan 'sangat baik' maka apa yang anda perlukan untuk melegakan kestress-an otak adalah..

a little bit of this :

sila drool sekarang sambil melihat sexy abs Gerard Butler..

SEXY HABIS!!!

fuh~ 40 % kestress-an hilang serta merta

kemudian..

ditambah pulak dengan :

Asian guys yang sangat cute~~nakmatisampairasanakkunyah~~

there, another 30% of stress leaving me~ wee~

another 10% can always be heal by :

ice cream, u s-cream then we all s-cream!!

YUMMY~ let those ice cold creamy delicious cream mencairkan kepanasan otak anda...MEMANG SEDAP!! hahaha

20% yang selebihnya adalah:

SHOE SHOPPING!!! WHAT?? SHOE SHOPPING!!!

bagus anak-anak, cikgu bangga dengan anda..kasut adalah necessities ok, jadi kalau ada kanak-kanak bawah umur yang meminjam duit anda dan beli kasut tinggi warna merah, anda boleh minta duit yang dipinjam semula kerana...NECESSITIES!!!!

(unsur undang-undang kontrak kena diselitkan jugak)

sekarang makcik, pakcik, remaja, belia, tuan, puan, cik, encik dan anak-anak sekalian

jika anda stress dan ada rasa macam nak bwk pisau potong daging dan pergi bunuh orang,

sila cuba saranan di atas.

2 biji sekali selepas makan, 3 kali sehari.

hidup memang tak selalu senang dan bukan semuanya susah..

2010-10-25T04:16:00.000-07:00

RIGHT?????

mission accomplished!!

2010-10-10T09:25:00.000-07:00

ok...

sila stress kn pd pemndangan belakang n makanan instead of muka saya yg penuh ngn jerawat tu..

nmpk x perkataan GASOLINE kat belakang tu??

yes!! izan da berjaya menjejakkn kaki ke GASOLINE n makan makanan dorg yg sgt sedap medap gila-gila tu..well ok i over-exagerate..i know!

but mmg kebenaran pon..

n the best thing is, izan dpt makan dengan my 2 best friend..

Fynn n Shaa..

these people able to make me forgot that i need a guy in my life..

GIRL POWER MODE : ON

makanan diorg mmg worth it la skip class HE, nek KTM dengan org-org yg suka sgt melanggar n bergurau senda dlm KTM mcm la parents dorg ade syer terbesar kan..benci btol!!

but anyway, my mission has accomplished n i even dpt consent from my parents!!

tu yg paling pnting coz when u ade consent utk pegi mne pon from ur parents kan., ur perjalanan akan diberkati..hahaha(fynn, sila muntah skrg jgak)

happie happie happie!!

have you ever...

2010-09-16T05:55:00.000-07:00

have you ever fall in love??

if you do, you will start to see everything is nice and colourful..

everything seems to be complete..

and many people has experience this especially manusia yang kat atas tu

penuh mata dia dengan LOVE..

BUT..

have you ever..

love somebody but you really hate to admit it..
this feeling kan cam susah sikit je..
sebab u suka dia tp dia main tarik tali..

you hate that you not going to be able to have them and make them yours??
and you x sure whether, die nie betul ke suka kat you atau tak..
one moment dia buat you bunga2 and pastu the next moment die cam buat xtaw je..

you tend to say you hate him but the truth is you love them too much that you did not want to be devastated if they left you...

hehe..

Aidilfitri dah tak sama macam masa 8 tahun..

2010-09-12T23:01:00.000-07:00

dulu kan, masa umur saya 8 tahun..
satu raya, saya lah orang yang paling happie sampai x ingat dunia..lari sini, happie sana, salam tangan sini, makan kuih raya sana...
SERONOKGILATAKBOLEHNAKBAGITAHU!!!!
duit raya pon dapat banyak gila n baju raya saya adalah baju raya yang paling cantik sekali(well, masuk bakul n angakat sendiri)...

tapi lepas 11 tahun berlalu, saya da jadi 19 tahun...
satu raya da rasa macam biasa aja..happie tu memang la happie, dapat jumpa sedara mara yang setahun sekali ja jumpa..gelak sama2 n puji baju raya masing2..tapi rasa da beza, rancangan kat tv dah xsekelakar dulu..
SERONOKTAPIQUITEHAMBARGILA!!
duit raya pun da berkurangan and mula sedar yang ade orang lain punya baju kurung lagi cantik dari kita punya sendiri...

i'm not sure if it just me or RAYA memang da x seseronok dulu...
maybe because my sisi xde with me kot..
n lepas cuti nnt terus ada client's counselling...
banyak assumption tentang kenapa aidilfitri 2010 x berapa nak meriah...
tapi biar jela..meriah ke x meriah ke raya tetap raya jgak kan???

AND OWH..

BEFORE LUPA..

SAYA NAK MENGUCAPKAN

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN SEMUA!!

i'm sooooooooooo dead!!

2010-09-10T09:30:00.000-07:00

benda yang Izan kena buat :

post a blogpost in EFL blogpage (really easy thing to do!!)
meet your mentor at Law Faculty ( go to her room and greet her n introduce yourself, how hard coulf it be?)
update all your lecture notes (revised sone of it and read the rest of it from library, PUU is not that huge!!)
get ready for client's counselling.

benda yang Izan dah siapkan :

NONE
NONE
NONE
NONE

TERUK X TERUK?? at this very moment i'm lost!! hahahahahahhuahauhauahua...

can I just quit?? NO IZAN NO..YOU XBLEH QUIT!!

shut up la..it's RAYA!! I'M STILL IN MY HOLIDAY MOOD...

makanan terbaik adalah di rumah!!

2010-08-24T05:06:00.000-07:00

ini bukan la iklan pusat kesihatan atau pun klinik kesihatan kerajaan ye..

memang ternyata bahawa makanan di rumah adalah yang terbaik..

kerana!!

makanan di rumah kualiti terjamin, bebas msg dan perasa tambahan lain dan insyaAllah tidak akan membuat anda berulang alik dari bilik anda ataupun kelas anda ke tandas, kerap!!

I don't know whether makanan untuk sahur atau makanan untuk buka semalam yang da tercemar..

dalam perut rasa xtentu arah gila...

da la puasa pastu kena cirit birit plak..badan pon jadi lemah longlai!

pada para peniaga

silalah pastikan makanan yang anda sediakan itu selamat dan tidak tercemar..

kesian la dekat pembeli nie!!

teraniaya!

sampai kelas consti pon terlepas!!

haru jeh!!

Telah terungkap nama seorang lelaki di LUH MAHFUZ untukmu...

2010-08-21T07:25:00.000-07:00

melangkah ke depan dan meninggalkan dia di belakang,

biarkan dia..

MOVING ON!!!

hancur hatiku mengenang dikau, mnjadi keping keping setelah kau pergi...!!!

2010-08-14T22:20:00.000-07:00

saya paling benci kalau tertidur lepas sahur..

Izan akan wake up dalam keadaan gila grumpy, muka sembab and kepala pening!!!

HATE IT!!

tapi kalau malam sebelum nya tu dah tidur lambat...I have no other way other than tidur lepas solat subuh..

walaupun hati anda berkeras untuk menjauhkan diri dari bantal dan katil dan selimut anda tu, tapi the moment you habis solat and lipat sejadah n telekung,

the bantal, selimut and katil akan memanggil dan menyeru semangat anda sampai anda lemah semangat dan terus akur dan tidur stok bangun pukul 10.45 pagi..

pastu terhuyung-hayang bangun and terus bukak tv...

huhuhuhuhuhu

tak manis sungguh anak dara zaman sekarang nih!!

ok ok...

berbalik kepada tajuk perbincangan kita..

actually apa tajuk perbincangan kita??? hahaha

owh owh..pasal patah hati...

yes..saya memang tengah patah hati..luluh, hancur jadi berkeping-keping!!

fullstop!!! tak nak cakap apa apa lagi dah...sedih lorh!!!!

My favourite month is AUGUST!!!

2010-08-06T12:05:00.000-07:00

In a year, you will have 12 month right??

but throughout the year, there always this one month that I really love,

which is...AUGUST!!

why???

well I just love it, no reason..

NAAH!!

ok ok I lied!!

I love august because august is 8!!

8 is my favourite number ever!!

and I was born on august, 8!!

love that date too!!

because its unique!! (hoping that i am as unique as my birthdate!!)haha

And the fact that August, 8 is approaching us soon make me love it more and more..

August, 8 = present from my family, foods, love, hugs, kisses and lots other happie things!!

but I'm turning 19 this year which means, i need to be more mature and start acting seriously in some matters..

HATE THAT!!

but what can we do, everyone grow up and grow old..

it is just another thing that we need to deal with..

therefore, learn to love it!! muahx!! i'm lovin, it!!haha

Baru sekarang nak bukak kan??? Dulu time Izan ade kat sane xnak bukak kan??

2010-08-03T19:09:00.000-07:00

Masa baru masuk UiTM dlu (gila skema uitm nak buat huruf besar semua)

Saya gila gila nak sangat pergi makan dekat Gasoline Cafe..

so, I told my sister and kata kat dia yang saya nak pergi makan kat sana tapi masa tu yang terdekat is kat Sunway Pyramid, agak jauh la dari UiTM..

Jadi Kakak saye kata, biar dulu, nanti pergi sekali dengan kakak ye..

dia takut adik dia pergi sorang-sorang..

jadi saya pun menunggu dalam kesabaran yang menebal dalam diri dengan harapan kesabaran akan dibayar ganjaran..

namun tetapi, tiba-tiba kakak saya dapat tawaran yang agak mendadak untuk menyambung pelajaran ke luar negara..

selepas mendapat tawaran, dia dan parents saya akan kesana kesini menguruskan

hal ehwal dia untuk pergi ke luar negara..

lalu janji yang telah dibuat telah di-terlupakan oleh kakak saya

dan harapan yang menggunung dan membukit segala pon runtuh serta merta..

bayangkan betapa sedih dan syahdunya perasaan pada waktu itu??

dah la masa tu da nak dekat raya and saya pulak ditinggalkan berseorangan (exaggerate tu hobi saya)

Sebab parents saya hantar kakak saya sekali pergi Ireland tu.. :'(

tapi kakak saya sebelum pergi dia ada kata, "tak pe nanti ble angah da blek Ireland, Kita pergi!! Nanti angah belanja Izan yea"

huhuhu, happie sementara tapi angah balik lama lagi masalahnye!!

pastu selepas setahun dan saya pon da berpindah pengajian ke UKM,

Arnie, my roommate mase kat UiTM post gmbar Gasoline Cafe yang baru bukak kat IcITY seksyen 7 Shah Alam..

Bengang gila nak mati!!! Cuba la bukak awal awal aritu..

senang la sket nak g makan kat Gasoline tu!! haish!!

TENSEN!!!!!
nie gambar Gasoline Cafe cawangan Sunway pyramid

puasa dah nak dekat tapi manusia semua akan mula sibuk shopping untuk hari raya..

2010-07-30T22:54:00.000-07:00

Bulan Ramadhan Al -mubarak sudah menghampiri kita,

kejap saja lagi kita akan memulakan ibadah puasa kita bagi semua umat Islam

Izan sangat happie bila bulan puasa sudah semakin hampir..

ada juga yang tak happie sebab masih kena ganti puasa untuk tahun lepas punya..
and sekarang ni, mungkin ramai yang tengah dok pulun habis-habisan makan..
sebab motto mereka adalah, " nanti dah puasa susah dah nak makan"
lawak la mereka ini, puasa sebulan pun nak kecoh
yang lagi 11 bulan yang tak payah puasa tu??

Di bulan puasa ini banyak sangat manfaat yang harus dimanfaatkan..

setiap amalan yang baik akan dapat pahala berlipat ganda dari biasa..

selain itu, kita juga boleh membawa tahap kesihatan kita kearah yang lebih baik..

lemak dalam badan boleh dikurangkan macam makcik kat bawah ini..

kecik dah pinggang dia..

boleh jimat duit, sebab kita hanya perlu beli makanan untuk sahur dan untuk berbuka sahaja..

melainkan kalau anda semua memborong seluruh pasar ramadhan tu la..

itu sudah parah!! haha

Tapi kalau dilihat situasi hari ini (hari ini, tarikh 31.7.2010)

Bulan puasa belum mula kan??

tapi seriously, dah mula kelihatan kelibat mereka-mereka yang sudah mula bershopping untuk Bulan Syawal..

pelik x pelik??

bulan yang nak datang xde pun buat persiapan apa-apa tapi bulan yang lagi depan tu pula persediaan bagai nak rak...

well, actually termasuk la yang menulis ni..huhu

Mungkin, dengan persediaan awal ini, mereka semua ini akan lebih mampu menghayati bulan puasa dengan sepenuhnya sebab dah tak payah lagi pergi ke Jalan TAR bersesak-sesak untuk beli bunga nak buat hiasan mase hari Raya nanti..

dan tak payah dah nak sibuk duk acu kasut kat kaki anak kecil mereka dan jangan dilupa anak mereka yang dewasa..

and jangan dilupa..

BAJU RAYA!!!

ini adalah kemestian..da tempah or beli dah??

saya sudah, anda bila lagi??

haha

anyway, dah panjang lebar menulis, terasa penat..

jadi saya berhenti disini!!

remember ladies..susu bukan sahaja baik untuk kesihatan anda, malah sihat untuk kulit anda!!!

2010-07-27T10:21:00.000-07:00

Mungkin dengan membaca tajuk di atas, anda mungkin mengaggap bahawa saya akan menerangkan anda kebaikkan susu..kan kan kan???

Kalau itu harapan anda, maka saya harus menghancurkan harapan anda..

kerana saya tidak akan menulis tentang kebaikkan susu tetapi saya akan menulis insiden yang tidak diingini yang telah berlaku pada lewat petang tadi sebelum startnye kelas undang-undang perlembagaan...

apa yang telah terjadi??

huhu

susu tumpah dan saya dan kawan saya, Shaa telah bermandikan susu..

Shaa kena sikit je la walhal saya kena almost separuh badan saya..

maka berbau susu lah saya sepanjang kelas..

kami memang terbaik di dalam memalukan diri sendiri..

lepas itu, lepas kelas selesai, saya pun balik ke bilik lalu saya check balik kulit dimana susu tersebut telah tumpah dan punya terkejut nye saya mendapati kulit yang terkena susu tadi itu bersinar2 dan semakin cerah berseri!! hahaha (exaggerate tahap dewa)

jadi kepada kaum Hawa diluar sana yang inginkan kulit cerah berseri, rajin-rajin kan lah membawa susu kotak ke kelas dan rajin-rajinlah menumpahkannya di atas meja dan tersengajalah kenakan ke badan anda dan kulit anda..Cukup sepurnama, akan bersinar lah kulit anda semua..hahaha

dan akan jd mcm mak cik ni..
yang berpeluh pun keluar glitter sebab byk kali sangat menumpahkan susu ke badan dia sendiri..
huhu
selamat mencuba!!

..Jodoh tu akan datang sendiri, Jangan risau..

2010-07-24T07:45:00.000-07:00

once upon a time, during my school day, one of my friend once ask me,

kawan Izan : Izan, ko ade boyfriend x?

Izan : Tak ade..

Kawan Izan : Sampai sekarang ko x pernah ade boyfriend??

Izan : Tak ade, belom ade yang nak kat aku..

Kawan Izan : tu la ko, cube ko jadi open-minded and pergi bergaul n rapat-rapat dengan lelaki sikit, mesti ade yang nak ngn ko tu..

Izan : So, ko nak ak pegi mengeseh kat budak-budak lelaki tu mcm kucin??

Kawan Izan : tak adelah (then trus terdiam).

SENGAL!!!

FYI girl, i'm not the kind of girl yang jadi perigi keluar carik timba ok!!

malu malu malu malu!!

Rileks la, Allah SWT tu Maha Kaya la babe..

setiap lelaki yang Dia cipta da siap ade orang yang akan jadi jodoh dia or teman hidup n sama jgak dengan perempuan..

mybe now I don't have any boyfriend tapi later on, He who is destined to be mine going to come out from his hiding place and be with me..

no worry!!

btw, to all those kaum Hawa yang di luar sana,.

silalah jaga 'harta benda' anda..although Izan pon kadang2 terlalai sendiri tapi InsyaAllah kalo kita sama2 jaga each other than world will be a better place for all of us right??

how if.....??

2010-06-16T03:14:00.000-07:00

how if I don't get to further my study in Law after this..

would my life be way different than this??

how if I did not choose to take law in the first place..

would I be a fashion designing student or maybe a culinary art at this very time??

how if i did not take law..

would my parents will go all around looking proud telling their friends whenever they ask what course that I take if it is not law??

almost everyday for this empty 3 month of holiday these question been suffocating me almost all the time

every hour

every minutes

and every second

when I try to talk to my mom about this stuff, she will simply smile and tell me that I'm gonna get it and don't worry and then she smile again..

her smile make me feel i'm drowning deep into a big blue sea..

i'm scared that i'm going to let her down..

the same thing goes with my brother..

he always want to be a lawyer but he end-up being a trader..but now he seem to be happie with his job and he able to go all around the world..

and now he seems to make me pursuing his dream..

i'm too afraid to talk to my father..

and my sister tell me that i'm just confuse and i'm going to be okay..

she told me that about a month and a half ago..

and yet i'm still not okay..

in fact, i'm getting worse..

I feel really lonely right now..

no friends that i want to talk to..no body that want to listen to me..

just listen..I think that is not a very hard thing to do..

just sit and listen..

you don't need to say a word..

JUST LISTEN TO ME..

Oh benci gila bila you try to influence people with your stupid ideology!!

2010-06-13T07:42:00.000-07:00

weyy bhai..pathetic itu kamu!!

indie enough kah??

Melayu enough kah??

pesal ngan kau nak sibuk nak influence orang suruh ikut ideology bangang kau tu??

klo kau nak suka gila menonggeng dengan band indie Melayu yang konon Melayu gila 100% tapi dressing still macam westerners nyer band itu kau punya pasal la bhai..

tapi jangan la nak kutuk and pastu nak sebarkan bende busuk pasal ape yang orang laen nak suka..

memang la we all Melayu akan selalu jadi Melayu and bro it's a fact la..

tapi bila kau sendiri pon tak tunjukkn ke-Melayuan kau sendiri ape barang bhai??

you go everywhere, semua ceruk and sibuk bagi tau you pakai baju brand TOPSHOP and your seluar yang custom made tu is a budaya from something country yang entah mana entah, I doubt that you are still lacking your Malays spirit..

pakai baju melayu la and menari zapin dulu and then bru you bleh proud pasal ur ke-Melayuan

What?? you say kitorang help in contributing war in some country which I should not state here??

Alah, yang kau dok pelahap sgt makan ber kon-kon sundae McDonald tu n melantak Big Mac sampai buncit tu??

tu ape?? oh maybe when it come to you, it's okay la I guess..huhu

I don't know la ape nak jadi ngn young generations now days..

bru buat sini skit and sana skit lebih then terus nak cakap n canang satu kampung or should I say taman yang dorg tu is way better than the others..

Semoga these kind of people nih will tersedar and kembali ke pangkal jalan..

deep within me,all you could found is empty..

2010-06-13T05:50:00.001-07:00

world is spinning round and round and round and again ROUND!!

2010-06-07T07:59:00.000-07:00

this morning start like any other day..I wake up as usual, I say bye and sent my dad to the door until his car disappear from my view..

my mom cook fried noodles for breakfast but because my stomach is upset from yesterday wedding ceremony food which I attend at Pahang make me refuse to eat those mouthwatering dish..Instead I have 2 slices of wholemeal bread but I make a very big mistakes which leaves me haunted by regret for the rest of the day..I team up my wholemeal bread with the poisonous NESLO!! I thought NESLO 3 in 1 drink sachet is contain with 70% of Milo and only 30% of Nescafe as the smell of it is more to Milo smell instead of Nescafe.. BUT I was terribly wrong.. at the very moment I finished my mug full of NESLO, I start to feel dizzy and my upset stomach is much more upset than before. Yes, I am a caffeine intolerence!!

Stupid stupid me!! At this very moment when I writing this post..I am still feel slightly dizzy and my stomach is still upset..I hate coffee n the caffeine that it contain!!

Fine!! No more coffee for me from now on!!

rubbish!! that's my current language..

2010-05-23T19:50:00.000-07:00

attention!!
yes..I'm about to talk rubbish..
Bare with it or you can just click the red button at the right edge of this page..

there is a story about this 3 year old girl who like to pick flower and give it to her grandmother everytime she go to visit her..one day, on her way to visit her beloved granddaughter, she came across a big blue shoes..then this 30 year old guy wear that shoes n suddenly she turn into a beautiful transgender and this guy-turn-girl straight away rushing to the grand ball at the Bloody Mary mansion then he dances with the prince charming however at 1515 hours, this cinderella wannabe rush back to her bakery to bake some sour dough but then she discover that she ran out of jelly so she go back to the mansion and dance again..suddenly she remember that she have an important first date with Andrew. So, she start to eat ice cream and having a major brain freeze so after that the prince charming kiss her passionately and both of them turn ito a frog and start to lay eggs at the loch ness..and they live happily ever after but still they wish to meet eye-to-eye with the loch ness monster..

so end of the story...

Izan xspatutnye buat bende tu!! Oh tidak!!

2010-05-02T09:47:00.000-07:00

why Izan?? Why??

knape mesti izan langgar that promise?? promise yg U buat sendri kat urself???susah sgt ke nk resist those temptations??

YES!! GILA SUSAH!! those eyeliner, lipgloss n sunblock tu mcm essentials kn??
a must-have thig right??

so it's like xsalah kn?? lipgloss n sunblock help prevent chapped lip n uva n uvb from damaging ur skin..
n eyeliner help ur eyes look bigger n brighter..so it have a lot of benefit..
so x membazir kan??

GREAT!! Izan xde reason to feel guilty right??
right?? right??

RIGHT IZAN!!

so, case close!!!

I wanna be his heartbreaker so bad!!!

2010-04-30T07:36:00.000-07:00

YES!! EXACTLY!!

being his heartbreaker is my current agenda..!! fullstop!!

Selamat datang..kat sini kalau beli 5 free 1, beli 7 free 2 and beli 9 free 3..

2010-03-27T05:42:00.000-07:00

sekarang ayat tu dah jadi cam keperluan..hahaha..asal org masok je kedai mesti kena greet n serve dorg..

sronok jgak la..saya baru start keje semalam, excited tahap gaban la kan because first time nak kerja...Dunkin Donut!!
kakak yang ajar saya tu sangat cute and baik n hopefully she always stay that way..
adik n kakak yang lain termasuk abang yang ada kat situ pon baik aje..
customer buat masa nie alhamdulillah tak ade kerenah yang menyakitkan hati..
hehe..kesimpulannya saya happie keje kat Dunkin' Donut..although letih tapi still seronok..

Ouch miss...that's hurt!!

2010-03-20T08:37:00.000-07:00

excuse me miss, that one solid word is hurtful.
Are you really my friend?? If the answer is yes, then i suggest you go and do some reality check coz friend don't say such hurtful things to their own friend..

Do you know how you make my heart shattered?? I guess you don't coz you don't even apologize instead you try to conceal it by pointing at somebody else..
Haha, I'm may be naive but surely I'm not stupid!!

GOD!! do you know how much relieved I feel when I say that last word of good bye to you??
What I have in my mind is that, I feel so grateful to not able to see you in the next few month...
You hurt me big time..but don't worry, I make a promise to myself..
What the promise?? Nah!! you don't need to know girl..let it be my secret..hush hush!!

Abang baju kuning...saya nak handphone anda tp bukan anda ye!!!

2010-03-11T07:19:00.000-08:00

Okay!! Paper social psychology sudah selamat disiapkan semalam...lepas saja habis paper..dengan penuh bersusah payah dan bersungguh-sungguh, saya bergegas pulang ke Mawar dan pack sume barang yang nak dibawak balik rumah and i'm off to ktm Padang Jawa with teksi yang pak cik driver die suka bagi nasihat free xbertempat..Saya yang still blom dapat gather sume pieces of my brain and soul still lumpy dan jawab "ye", "urmm" and "ye lah" and "betol la pak cik" dengan penuh x bernafsu..
Sampai kat ktm Padang Jawa terus pegi kat mesin elektronik yang kite tekan2 then masokkn duit pastu dapat tiket tp sebab ke-lumpyan saya..saya x prasan yang mesin tu nak duit syiling je..duit kertas die x layan langsung..saye dengan kebengangan dengan kelembapan diri sendiri pon berlalu terkedek-kedek pegi kat kaunter utk bli tiket..tgk kat board tu, die kate train smpai ko 1429, tp last2 die smpai kol 1459 (nak jgak ade sembilan kat hujung tuh!!) sampai train tu saye pon nek dengan excited sebab first time nek train sorg2..saya menggunakan sume plajaran social psychology yang boleh ke atas manusia yang ade kat depan saye...microexpression, eye contact, staring n gazing n whatnot n blablablabla....
tetibe ade seorang hamba Allah yang naik kat stesen angkasapuri klo xsilap pakai baju kuning..muke ok, tinggi, badan pon tegap kan..bleh la dimsokkn kat dalam kategori separa hot n bleh la kalo nak dijadikan bf..huhu
then die pon sumbat die punye earphone dlm telinga macam yang saya tgh buat then layan lagu dengan baeknye...
pastu tetibe die kluarkn hp die..n guess what..he is using the phone yang Izan tersangat la nak...then ape lagi..Izan pon x abes2 pandang die until die pon buat expression yang xbrape selesa( I told u social psychology mmg bguna klo nk tgk prasan org)..
sowie ye abang baju kuning..i'm not interested in you at all but I'm totally interested in your pretty gila gila oink2 punye handphone...tgh saya sibuk melihat dan merenung handphone abang baju kuning tu, ayah saya telefon..risau sungguh dia dengan keselamatan anak dara dia nih..ye la kan first time anak die kene blek umah nek train sorg2 coz ayah xdapat nak jemput coz kena bagi talk kat Kuala Lipis..huhuhu
ayah xapa..anak ayah nih da cukup besar utk berdikari n beli kari makan sendiri...huhu..
sebagai bukti.anak ayah selamat sampai rumah, siap bawak balek macau egg tart yang sgt sedap lagi utk ibu dirumah..huhuhuhu...

well tu je lah kan?? da g bace law 2!!

Saya baru lepas terkedek-kedek hantar bel342 kat Mr Daljit..huhu

2010-03-02T03:17:00.000-08:00

Yes saya baru sahaja dan telah berjaya menyiapkan BEL342 saya dan menghantarkannya kepada Mr. Daljit.

actually I already siapkan those 2nd term paper tu on the last week before I went back for study week(yang saya xstduy pon..huhu) tapi because mawar punye printing shop punya computer die punya antivirus tak diactivate-kan, makanya my pendrive has caught some virus which cause my assignment yang telah disertakan dengan penat lelah dan jeritan dan ke-stressan tahap gaban dan kerahan otak yang xberapa bergeliga telah terdelete termasok la some movie yang sangat saya sayang!!!

how do you feel is you already put soo much afford on completing something and it end up ruin for something yang boleh dikire pathetic????

Sakit jiwa kan rasanya???

so lepas je sampai kat rumah, my otak only focussing NONE OTHER THAN BEL342 assignment!!

Yang buat bende lagi HELL is when I need to start from a scratch..

yes kena cari article blek, then kne buat analysis blek then paraphrase and all those stupid things la..

mulut saya, sumpah x abes2 menyumpah seranah computer kat printing shop tu!!

letih la nak kne kerah otak reka ayat berbunga-bunga kasi sedap baca..

all that I need to do in about 3 day and 2 night!!

Gila x gila!! then kena rushing pegi blek Mawar then blek umah balek..

Haish!! Menyusahkan la all these assignment nie!!!

chill izan chill!!!

inhale..exhale..

better..let watch some telly..huhuhu

n tak payah study utk final exam langsung...muahahaha

I used to have an issue with homosexuality, bisexual but never with heterosexual..

2010-03-01T01:20:00.000-08:00

Well you read the headline right?? Controversial?? I know, i know..you don't need to tell me that..

as you read the headline, yes I used to have an issue, in fact a big issue when it comes to homosexuality and bisexuality.

I used to hate those people, but when one of my recent crush (macam lah izan ade banyak sangat crush kan..haha) turn out to be a bisexual,

my perspective is completely change.

the issue yang wujud sejak bkurun lama tu dah lesap entah kemana..haha

I start to see the positive side instead only looking at their negative side..

good right?? at least I become a more positive and less negative person..

Okay let me give you a clarification of bisexuality.

Bisexuality is attraction towards both sexes, male and female.

a bisexual person can have feeling towards female as well as male.

one of the most well known bisexual at this current time is the magnificent Lady Gaga.

My crush itu sangat la perfect both inner and outer.Good looking,tall,gentleman,soft-spoken,respect people sangat-sangat.

But when he confess to me yang dia itu Bisexual, I rasa macam gila sedih hendak tertonggeng rasanya!!

How a perfect guy like him boleh pula nak attracted to another guy and in the same time you attracted to a girl??confusing kot!!!

I just didn't get it?? WHY?? WHY?? WHY??

NoT fAiR!!

haishh!! Izan do you remember yang your final exam dah nak dekat???

Da ready ke Izan?? Haishh!! Bad Girl!!

instead of studying, you pergi dok whining kat sini about your bisexual crush tu??

again Izan.. Bad girl!!

therefore, I really gotta go..there are books and notes to be read and final exam paper to be answer and pointer to be raised!!!

Wish me luck for my finals!!

sumpah izan cakap..mereka semua suka sakitkan hati izan..!!!

2010-02-27T20:33:00.000-08:00

kenapalah dengan mereka2 ini..suka sangat nak sakitkan hati izan??? apa lah yang izan sudah buat kat mereka tu?? sedih je hati ini!!!
kepada yang terasa hati sila lah ubah sikap anda itu ye..

Dinner oh dinner...

2010-02-20T08:06:00.000-08:00

when i got a bad hunch about something that going to happened, it can be said to be almost 99% true..

I have a bad hunch about my dinner..yes the Asasi Undang-undang dinner!

I told you right? that the excited feeling not there anymore and I do not really want to be at the dinner because I feel that it going to turn out sucks.. and unfortunately it does..!!

bad for me!! I spend my money for the clothes which is custom made for me which I dont really satisfied with the outcome of it..but despite the flaws of the clothes, still I wear it to the dinner and thankfully it cooperate nicely..and I even get praised for it (bangga!!bangga!bangga!!)

I arrive at the Grand Bluewave Hotel quite late cause by things and errands that I do not want to talk about..
and it cost me a lot..I don't get seats and there are some high class s**t acting diva and telling us there is no vacancies at their table when we asked..

Thankfully then, Rahmat Hazlan ask those high class s**t and surprisingly, out of nowhere, the seat which is 'so-full' is suddenly free..how suck is that??

I'm glad to have seats and try to enjoy every performance (although kena tadah telinga dan sakitkan mata dengan nyanyian sumbang dan tarian dan drama yang quite ridiculous). Those things is bareable cause it kind of make you laugh but if you need to seat and see those faces yang sangat membengangkan and facial expression which sent us a quick message of " why do you need to sit among us high class s**t?" make it unbareable..hey!! we are not in the same league ok!! I'm way better than you guys although without those slutty short dresses...

I leave that dinner hall way earlier than I should..because we did not really enjoying the night and the food which served and we are starving so my friends and I drive to the nearby Mcdonalds and grab some food and eat it in Dila's hotel room..

I feel sad, regrets and dissapointed!! I don't really enjoy regrets because it will tired you up..but I can't help it but still I'm trying very hard not to make it appear on the surface of my face and conceal it with smiles and laughter..does that make me a fake????

can anybody tell me what the men's free figure skating for Olympics Winter Games time of screening at ESPN???

2010-02-17T19:52:00.000-08:00

Seriously Izan rasa yang Olympic association should buat their program macam ini :

First, Men's figure skating both free and short program then follow by the women;s figure skating for both short program and free skating too then baru lah buat for pair's figure skating for both categories

(sesuka suki izan je nak re-aturkan program yang all of them sudah buat dengan teliti..hahaha)

My suggestion is based on my frustration because i am not going to be able to watch Johnny weir carved his artistry on ice at Olympic Winter Games which he took part in the men's figure skating..FRUST!! FRUST!! FRUST!!

Men's figure skating is after the Pair's figure skating which the gold and silver medal won by the China's pair and the bronze won by the Germany's pair. I could not make it as my class start on Wednesday!!

My wednesday turn out to be suck big time as my physical in fully in the class but my soul and mind is fully as well out of the class and terribly concentrate on no other than Johnny Weir.. God!! I am crazy about him!! Then after I finished my boring economy class, I am planning to head back to my room at Mawar and grab some food to stuffed my stomach at Dataran Cendekia until my friend told me that Dataran Cendekia is out of business since our "beloved" degree seniors is having their semester break! So we went to KFC at section 2. I love KFC!! It is simply finger lickin'good!! Hahaha..everything went just fine until a stupid and shitty(excuse my harsh word..but I just can't help it!!) women bump into me and step on my favourite purple color slipper which suit with every attire that i wear and cause it to be PUTUS!! yeah!! Thank a gazillion million billion much to you ladies for making my days even worse!! then I need to walk to a nearby shop and get a temporary slipper which later cause me to be a laughing stock for my classmates as I never ever wear a thong to class before..

they keep on asking, " Izan, kenapa selipar Izan cantik sangat??" or "Kenapa Izan pakai selipar tu??"

But later that day, my dad called me and he say I need to get home as my dinner custom made clothes is ready and I need to try it on. I was so happie!!

As I reached home, the first thing I did is, I grab the Astroguide and flip it to tomorrow dated page and start to check on the screening time of the Olympic's figure skating.. It stated that it going to be on 5.30 a.m..so despite my tiredness, i set my alarm clock and went to sleep and at about 5.20 a.m, I woke up and straight away heading to the television but there is no figure skating but a stupid football games which I hate a lot!!

Then I return to my room and sleep in disappointment!!

the next morning, I wake up grumpy but I am looking at the brighter side and decide to download as many video of Johnny Weir from Youtube..huhuhu!! I'm happie again!!

Johnny Weir Rocks!!!

HEY GIRL!! YOU NEED TO LOVE YOURSELF FIRST BEFORE EXPECTING PEOPLE TO LOVE YOU!!

2010-02-15T06:51:00.000-08:00

My name is Nursyaizan Sya Jasni, On 8, august, 2010, I'm going to turn 19..I am an average girl, nothing to admire much about me.

My face is not perfect, pimply and have lots of flaws and sometimes my skin can look uneven and I really need eyeliner to help brighten my face or else I will hear people saying, " Izan kenapa Izan punye muka macam tak ada warna?" or " Izan tak pakai bedak ye? nampak pucat"

My body is totally not a hot body which guys will drooling everytime they saw me. I have an enormous tummy especially after I undergo my 2008 appendix operation which damages my ' I-have-done-250-sit-ups-everyday' abs and make my pilates or shall I call it yogilates session seems to be useless as after that my stomach muscles damages badly and my weight increase and skyrocket like crazy. From a healthy weight person, I become a slightly overweight person. And the most bad thing is..the weight didn't come off!! HATE IT!!

My hips..what can I say more other than I have a huge hips as huge as Pahang state. Although I sudah tinggal di tingkat empat di Kolej Mawar and hari-hari daki tangga pergi kelas and balik kelas, my hips still maintain besar.. Hahaha!!

Then about my life, it is not a fairytale which ended with a happily ever after but sometimes it end up to be a huge disaster!! but hey, life is not a life if it didn't contain obstacles right??? there is always ups and down..we need to undergo those obstacles or challenges. Even Johnny Weir need to fall flat first before he able to do the triple axel perfectly right??

Hello..do a reality check girl..stop whining about your life..Love yourself because if you do not love yourself for you then who will????

Your face pimply?? sape yang tak ada pimple masa umur belasan tahun??
Body weight issue?? why everyone nak jadi rake pin thin?? Bak kata Queen Latifah dalam cerita 'Hairspray'

" why need a stick when you can have the whole tree?"

Your hips besar gajah?? tak apa..boleh jadi kusyen empuk..hhuhuhuuhuhu!!

Unperfect life?? life banyak sangat obstacles?? apa nak kisah?? even orang yang paling kaya dalam dunia pun ada obstacles dalam hidup mereka yang tersendiri..

hate when I need to keep a secret..it's torturing me inside!!

2010-02-12T05:18:00.000-08:00

right now.. I have a big secret that I should keep just to myself.. Nobody should know about it..
It would be suicidal if anyone knew about it..even my bestest buddy..hush hush I say to myself..but it's torturing me inside..I hate when I need to keep a secret especially from my parents!!

they are everything to me and I hope that I could tell them this secret without get scolded..
but what I've done is absolutely wrong and un-rational..and definitely not me!!
and there is no chances of not getting scolded from my parents!! This past few days, i'm sort of turn into a rebellious side of myself..it's look like my alter ego personality is taking over my life.. I don't want that..!!!!

Ya Allah!! Tolong hambamu ini...kenapa izan jadi macam ni? teruk la kalau terus macam ni!!!

new purse therefore, new ME!!

2010-02-06T07:02:00.000-08:00

hie bloggy..huhu recently I heard this very very sad news from my friends..Thanks Arnie for sampaikan those news to me but darling, you bagitahu those news on an absolutely wrong time la..but still I have right to know it although I will have a swollen eyes cause by crying afterwards..

my so-called bestfriend is terribly shitty.. I called her last few day because I was shocked when she told me that she is married..my heart was devastated when my bestfriend tak bagitahu I yang she got married..
I called her and try to ask whether that rumours is true or just a stupid pranks ke ape ke..then when I called her, she was like umm..yeah..n she boleh pulak bercakap dengan her friend or whoever yang ada close to her that time while I was asking her question.. Sumpah I marah giler..then I hung up then yang lagi cannot go is when she text me then say sorry, she was tired and have a lot of assignments n presentation to be done..
HELLO!!! like you seorang aje yang ade presentation and assignment kan? dulu before sekolah time habis..she cakap yang she sedih because after that tak boleh nak together lagi..cakap jangan lost contact la..ape la..tapi~ tup tup die yang lupe kawan..

then, another thing happens...remember Mr Koko?? yes that guy..last weeks ade thing happens yang sangat besar yang related to him..Adoii!! saket je hati..my heart crash, remuk and pecah berkecai beribu-ribu lemon..Right now I am trying very hard to get over him but of course la when we love one person tu damn much, it not that easy to get over him..but as an ASL president, I should not give up just because of one stupid guy yang tak boleh nak buat keputusan yang rational..Better move on je and leave him behind and seek for a better guy kan?

Third incidents is..about this one guy yang I terribly tak suke(hopefully my heart never ubah pendirian!!ever!!) but he cannot understand hints yang I bagi kat dia..still la die nak jugak kacau my piece of mind..nak kata die tu bodoh..ambil law pulak..entah la..tensen je!! Did I not make it clear yang I don't like you? I told you that I like somebody else right? that someone yang rendah dari I and when I pakai wedges I lagi tinggi dari die? Tolong la jangan hantar those messages tu..I am not playing hard to get but I really rejecting you..
ok??

fourth incidents ( too much bad things happens kan last few day??) On wednesday, my friends and I kena kunci kat luar kelas social psychology..Yes I admit yang I memang lambat at that time but baru aje 15 minutes late..not a big deal kan? bus kat mawar sangat susah nak dapat..kalau dapat pon InsyaAllah ramai and duduk dalam bas macam sardine!! we semua dah takut dah because we semua ingat yang Pn . Norezan yang lock us out tapi at the end of the class after my classmates yang pergi kelas tu keluar then mereka semua tell us yang ade makhluk Allah S.W.T yang kunci but bukan Pn Norezan.. I tak nak la bagitahu who is that stupid person takut nanti ramai pulak yang nak pergi debik belakang die and tumbuk muka die kn...

but this fifth incidents suddenly and magically brighten my day..I just got the parcel which carry my new Dorothy Perkins purse!! I am terribly love it!! Happie!! Happie!! Happie!!! So Happie!!!
Can u tell how much power a new purse bring into your life? From sad and grumpy, it turn you into a happie happie happie person in just a second!!

So the comclusion is that, if you sad or down or grumpy or mad or or and lots more or, you better go out and have a retail therapy or if you too lazy to go out you can just do online shopping..hehehe..because the power of new stuff is very powerfull!!trust me!!

Fortunate me!!

2010-01-12T05:40:00.000-08:00

yesterday I got my my MUET examination result...
drum roll please....(sound of drum rolling~~~)
I got Band 4..huhuhu(bangge..bangge..bangge!! of my own self)
although not that terrer but i am totally, definitely and terribly grateful n bersyukur(grateful n bersyukur tu carry same meaning kn?) kpada Allah S.W.T
i thought i gonna get only an average band 3 but when i read the text message with number 4..izan like dun know wht to say n what to do other than jumping in joy...huhu~~
sgt bahagia!!
I still remember the day when izan amek the writting, listening and reading test tu..
sgt cannot go..i was late on that day..
lupe nk bwk skali my IC n seriously kluar from examination hall dgn rase frust menonggeng thap dewa..!!
but all that frutration cam pay off after izan dpt result muet tu..
huhuhu..happienye!!

tolong la dun hurt my feeling anymore!!

2010-01-09T01:14:00.000-08:00

my heart is totally broken at this moment and I even can smell the blood stinks..

Gosh!! I hate to feel this way!!

stupid!

retard camwhoring session...

2009-12-27T06:22:00.000-08:00

actually since yesterday, me, myself and I already planned a camwhoring session..
however, the session is retarded at the early stage coz suddenly my black selendang M.I.A...

sad!!

sad!!

sad!!
(think of how shakespeare reciting one of his sonnet..that how i say these word!!)

then, after breaking sweat searching for my black selendang, I was so excited coz I thought that my camwhoring session is so on!!
however!!
jeng!! jeng!! jeng!!
guess what?? I stupidly left my beloved camera in my parents room and they already sleep silently!!
arghh!!! again my plan to camwhoring is retard!!

no worries!! If Allah S.W.T willing, tomorrow nvr die!!

After this, I will make sure all my appliances for camwhoring will be ready n no more M.I.A or misplaced aite!!

So, N u ready darling for our camwhoring session??
Hope u do darling coz u gonna love it big time!!

i hv feeling to killed sumone..

2009-12-26T10:42:00.000-08:00

i regain my sanity late this afternoon after hving a healthy dose of shopping...

as usual shopping session is great as usual...i buy sushi n green tea which lead to heaven on earth feeling..

cuci mate tgk pakwe2 yg separa jambu...

tp ble tgk pakwe2 n mamat2 jambu tu...izan suddenly tringat kat this one mamat yg I know..

tetibe rse bengang n marah filled izan punye heart!!!

hate but love him!!!

he make me happie n in the same exact time he annoyed me!!!

he make me smile n then he make me cry!!!

I wanna keep him but he will slip away!!!

how i am able to make him to obey me???

n stop hurting me???

but how???

idea jhat mule hinggap dlm otak xbrape geliga izan...

I think i wanna killed him n buried him at the back of my house

(look like i still not fully recover from my insanity)

can i killed him????

of coz not la darling!!! (fuh!! izan at last da fully recover n able to think rationally) yay me!!

it comes to chapter which called : fun and mental fundamental or izan xbrape btol

2009-12-25T21:10:00.000-08:00

one...

two...

three...

bomkebabo!!!!(bunyi otak izan bkecai!)

begitula sepertinye thap kexbtolan izan arinie...
i dun know whether it's true ke x but rumour has it...
the rumour says that izan da xbtol...
kajian tlah dlakukan ke serata merata tmpat (i've told u izan xbtol smpai tatabhase pon tunggang tblik da) demi utk mngkaji sebab musabab yg agak mnasabah n bleh dtrime pakai knape izan jadi bgini...
N yg sedari td ttido pon da tbangun coz kne kaco ngn izan..
dan kajian tlah menyatakan izan menghidapi sindrom kemalasan tahap gaban or kesronokan thap dewa kerna cuti sem...

amek phatian jika anda menghidapi simptom seperti brikut:
1. kulit limau ditinggalkan mrata2
2. kulit muka dn sluruh badan akan bsinar (terpengaruh ngn cite STARDUST)
3. makan 7-8 hdangan besar
4. sering brade dlm kekeliruan utk tgk cite ape kat tv..
5. perasan bhawa diri anda tu bintang n bkn mnusia biase(still tpengaruh ngn
STARDUST)
6. batuk berbunyi
7. tdur ngn mte tertutup
8. bernafas melalui hidung n makan n minum melalui mulut
9. menaip dgn mnggunekn jari jemari

PERHATIAN!!!!
kepada sesiape yg dluar sne mempnyai simptom yg berikut atau ada sdare mare yg bau2 drian dknali ad simptom sila la bjumpe doktor!!! (arahan bkn dari kementerian kesihatan)

AMAIGADD!!!!better i just off bfore i talk anymore crap in here n humiliate my very own self..
buh-bye!!

adrenaline rush, ketidakhadaman n kegilaan nk g kuar jlan

2009-12-24T21:53:00.000-08:00

Hie N...

Izan bru smalam blek umah...cuti sem da mule da...tp izan rse sgt buh-san!!!!

Izan nak kuar tapi kesian plak nk ajak parents kuar as dorg bru je blek Haji...
Mesti badan dorg still penat n still lagi jetlag..

Adrenaline dlm badan izan nie tgh Rushing gler..izan nak sgt kluar nih..izan nak g tgk movie n shopping n makan2...

ble kite tgh nk buat bnde len tp kne buat bnde len...mesti sume bnde pon jd x btol...kan????

klo izan makan - tak hadam...
izan tido - xlena...
tgk tv - end up tv yg tgk izan...
nk kemas blik - xde mood
pakai krim jerawat - jerawat btambah ade la...

sume jd SERABUT!!!!!!!
sume jd bercampur aduk!!!!
arghhhh!!!! tensen gler nih....!!!!!

N..TLG IZAN PLEASE!!! DO ME A FAVOUR N BE MY SAVIOUR PLEASE DARLING!!!

pray for me darlings..n hope that i'm gonna be ok...

Possessed By Singleness...

2009-12-09T06:49:00.000-08:00

Sbagai president, founder n creator of All Single Ladies...I am totally possessed by singleness...ble da dpt jwatan nih bru la prasan betapa bahagianya menjd seorang mnusia yg single mingle pringle especially dgn kehadiran manusia2 separa hensem di kolej kediaman....cuci mata la n yg plg best xde org nk marah...huhuhuhu freenyer...kerana diriku begitu bharga(da mcm iklan Maybelline plak kn?)

All Single Ladies...

2009-12-06T05:33:00.000-08:00

The group da ditubuhkan dgn tjuan utk menyatukan semua single ladies...so all single ladies out there please feel free to join this group...wee~

Skali lg terkena...hahaha...!!!!

2009-12-03T07:16:00.000-08:00

Hari nie kelas ade 2 jer...kelas law 2 n law 3...Encik Kokoa yang sgt dikhendaki di sluruh dunia msih lg hilng tnpa ape2 kbar berita :( sedih btol la....myb la kn Encik Kokoa kite nie mmg nk kne bunuh agknye la...BENCI!!!! eleh benci tp dlm atie Allah S.W.T je la yg taw btapa izan rindu kat Encik Kokoa...Encik Kokoa pulang la ke pangkal jalan...masih ade org yang menyayangimu...PLEASE!!!!! hUhUhU!!!!
Izan da jadi xbrape nk btol dah...
esok kelas madam Carol kne plak represent symbol yg picture myself n izan da decide nk amek bunga Daisy, my fav flower tu...
so pretty n menarik hati.....
Well, bout that phrase 'skali lg terkena' tu...
nk djadikn cerita la kn...today izan pegila Sacc mall after klas..nk jln n mkn n whatever n whatnot yg ktorang rse nk buat la...Fyena n Shaa ikot la skali...at first pengembaraan geng ini sgt menyeronokkn dimana Shaa ngn Izan sgt sronok kne kn fyena dgn bwk die pg preschool section kat MPH.. well, izan kne admit Fyena bengang giler kot ngn ktorg tp ape nk buat coz dua lwn satu mesti dua mng kn? Like wht people always say, "majority rules" hahaha...
pastu ktorg tsedar yg hari hujan n perot pon lapar giler so izan n dorg sume trase cm nk mkn la kn...so ktorg planned nk g kat PAS tp pastu ktorg nmpak la menu kat 1 METRE TEH TARIK yg nmpak sgt mnyelerakan so ktorg yg nk jimat tenaga pon ter-seduce n msok n order la mknan..first2 lg ktorg da tgelak da coz dgr intonasi waiter yg entertain ktorg tu...lawak lakn...
izan bcadang xnak gelak tp sgt kelakar la...i juz can't help it but to laugh...izan order la nasi lemak ayam n seaweed dumpling n minum air sirap...sirap die ok la n dumpling die sgt sedap n lazat gler...
tp ble nasi lemak smpai izan pon makan tp xsedap coz nasi die cm agak mentah sket..n smbal die sgt kurang...xsedap la...Kalo izan nk pegi lg pon myb izan nk mkn dumpling die yg lazat tu je tp kalo nk mkn nasi lemak bekizan blek umah je la n buat sendiri....
so again izan bg moral value n advice = JGN PEGI KAT KEDAI 1 METRE TEH TARIK TU KLO NK MKN NASIK LEMAK DIE!!
ciao...gtg..wee~

Nothing is better than a new shoes...

2009-12-01T03:00:00.000-08:00

yesterday I broght this very very very very pretty high heels...Vincci kat sacc mall ade sale kot..50%!!!! giler kot...Izan yg mmg ske kasut pon jd giler tp disebabkn oleh keterbatasan sumber kewangan, intention utk membeli semua kasut yg ade 50% tu harus dlupakan so I bought the most prettiest(exaggeration!!) shoes on the rack!!!! N i'm so happie tp pastu pg la mkn kat Nachos Nachos(InsyaAllah xnak pegi lg) n makanan die xsedap n hospitality is ZERO kot...So my advice n moral of the story is "JGN MKN KAT NACHOS NACHOS COZ XSEDAP LGSG....!!!!!!!"

Izan definitely don't belong to be with them.....

2009-11-11T07:04:00.000-08:00

They smile back at you when u smile at them n they make us feel we can be around them but the better u know them the more u know that u don't belong with them coz they will end up make u feel inferior and it is terribly hard to be in the same level with them...it sad...so so terribly sad...!!!

kenduri..kenduri n kenduri....

2009-11-01T03:07:00.000-08:00

penatnyer...tulah ungkapan yg kuar dr mulut izan...huhuhu penat abes..
basuh pinggan n cawan, lap pinggan n cawan, potong sayur, potong tembikai, n bmacm2 keje lg...
kak Anis dtg umah arinie tolong msak..sian plak kat die coz dtg2 je trus kne buat keje..but we hv fun together2..huhuhuhu (izan rse la)...along ade soh amek gmbr n ltak kat facebook..tp ampun along adek mu ini penat sgt kesana kesini smpai xsempat nak amek gmbr...btw izan pkai bju kurung cotton n tudung merah..hahahaha..joking!! know u not interested pon...Anas pon dtg gak..Anas yg tinggi sperti biasa nmpak plik plak ble die pkai kopiah tu..sowie Anas but i'm juz being honest...sronok gak ble ade bkawan ngn kak Anis n Anas tu...huhuhu..atleast trubat rindu kat along n angah...Kak Anis ckp along terlmpau excited smpai bgn kol 5 pgi(wlaupun die kat Yemen n kendurinye kat Msia)..ish23x..xpe along nnt ble along da blek kte buat kenduri besar ye..so along bleh bgn kol 3 pagi plak coz over excited..cmne? cun x idea izan? hahahaha..

tp penat tu cm hilang plak ble msok blik izan..bilik yg tlah diberi sentuhan bru tu cm sgt mnyamankan....wah..bermadah plak..hahahaha..but Its the truth I tell u...O.o..
anyway..hope tonight dpt la a very berry good night sleep as the b4 night x dpt shut eyes yg cukup..letih bdan rsenye...ciao!

fever...weird!!!!!!!

2009-10-30T07:28:00.000-07:00

yesterday, lpas pegi klinik n d doctor say 2 me, " ur having slight fever" n I was like, "what???"...
the last time I remember of having a fever is when I was about form 3...long time ago isn't it? this fever may be the result from the totally unhealthy way of life of keeping pushing myself to exercise n eat sensible food like some tomato juice...well who is there to blame..I like tomato juice n I love working out evryday...n now I can't even move my body right...my head are banging like crazy n I hate aspirin like soooooooo much!!!

maybe I should start a real unhealthy lifestyle from now on to keep me away from bad fever then...I might considering it later....

p/s it never happens...luv

life is GREAT!!!!!

2009-10-18T04:36:00.000-07:00

right now my life is great...like just yesterday i was crying bcoz i feel so tired of my life...Alhamdulillah when i woke up this morning, i feel re-energized n extremely boost with happie feeling n self-love....maybe what i need is juz some shut-eyes...breakfast is great n i can't stop listening to Sleeq's Cun Saja song which in my opinion is a fresh n it suit my teenage ears...luv it soooo much!!! during breakfast, my mom told me that we going to Melaka. I love Melaka bcoz it full with historical places n beautiful scenery n I can take as many pic as I want...I expect Melaka will be less crowded as I will be going on working day...n my bad habit of wearing my pijama 4 the whole day is totally invaded me...I can't stop doing it..this past few day my routine is wake up at 8 in the morning as i'm having my time of the month, washed my face, have my breakfast, online, brush my teeth n clean my face, online, help my mom at kitchen, online, watching tv while online(again),have sumthing to eat, continue watching tv, lying on my bed while online...n then get my late night shower at about 9.30 pm then i get to sleep n the routines continues...maybe this habit can also be blame on my bad lazy traits...whatever!!!! as long as I am happie n I don't wear pijama when i go out of my house, this habit is totally under control...huuhuhu

cuti semester arrived..seatback, relax n enjoy!!!!!!

2009-10-13T01:46:00.000-07:00

clearance..check
final exam..check
sume barang dbwk blek umah..check
novel utk dibace mase cuti sem..check
laptop penuh ngn game bru..check
psediaan dok umah slame sebulan..check

all preparation has been made for me to spend my 1 month semester break..happie giler bile pikir sem satu foundation law da abes n now(at this moment) I am free.. nak tgk tv? no problem...nak men game kat laptop? no hal...nak layan facebook spanjang hari? xde sape yg nak marah...nak bace novel sesuka hati? ok je..nak buat cake n cookies? hari2 pon mak xmarah...so the conclusion is I can do whatever I wanna do...I LOVE IT...

French Language Class...

2009-10-12T01:59:00.001-07:00

these past few days, I've been thinking so hard whether I'm going to let my father know that I'm dying to go for French Language Class...
I never have any gut to come up to him n juz say the word of "dad, can i go to French language class". My cowardness always stop me to do it..I was afraid that my father would say 'no' n left me feel very-very-very-very-very dissapointed. However, surprisingly today I make it...I told my father n he say yes n my father told my mom and she say it was a brilliant idea...I feel soooooooooooo glad n start thinking that I should tell them bout this even sooner....my dad called a couple of language centre n he say he will decide which one is better for me...I am sooooooooooo happie...yay for me..

life is not like a glitter ball

2009-09-23T07:12:00.000-07:00

life is not like a glitter ball...no matter how vigorous u shake it, it will always look nice with the glitter n snow flying all around...
but real life in the other hand is way different from it...it full with a lot of thing...pain, sadness, horrible thing n hatred...but if the glitter ball fall on a hard surface, it will crash and destroy with no chance of recovery but in life, if u fall, u crash alright but u still have the chance to recover and build ur life all over again and leave the pain behind...
AND THAT MAKE LIFE MORE DIVINE THAN THE GLITTER BALL!!!

raya time!!!!

2009-09-20T07:38:00.000-07:00

RAYA TIME....!!!! sedih la plak...parents n my sis n my bro xde kat sni...sumenye kat oversea...
izan je sorg stuck kat Malaysia..not that i hate Malaysia in fact izan LOVE Malaysia very much....
tp pagi raye bkn kne smbut ngn family ke?
cium tgn mak ayah n pastu pg raye sesame..
bestnye.....syahdu sungguh ble fikirkn bende tu....tp xpe...ade hikmah kot...
ramai org gak dtg umah hari nie...budak2 yg dtg nk duit raye pon ramai..letih layan perangai dorg sume....nape la loceng nk kne dipasangkn kat pintu pagar rumah tu???
bising btol...saje je ade je bdak2 yg gatal tgn menekan loceng tu wlaupun pintu pagar tu da tebukak luas seluas-luasnye...pastu buat muke innocent ckap ,"kak kami datang nak raye!!!!" sabar je la hati jantung limpa izan nie...tp xpe, mak kate tetamu dtg bwk rezeki n blik bwk dose....jd lg byk org dtg lg bagus kn??

yay!!!!! <3 esok raye...slamat hari raye maaf zahir batin...

2009-09-19T08:30:00.000-07:00

alhamdulillah panjang umo lg nak sambut raye lg skali thun nie...

raye thun nie byk gler beza..coz first time raye sorg2 kat m'sia...mak n ayah ade kat ireland teman my sis kat sane..raye keempat bru dorg balek...

sedih je rase ble pikir yg esk izan xdpt nak salam parents utk mintak maaf tp nak wat cane?? xpe wan, mama, pak long, mak cu n pakcu n pak lang n atok ade ngn izan atleast izan xsorg2...

lets always look at the bright side n left the dark side behind...

xsabar rsenye nak pkai bju kebaya kuning baru tu... hope i look nice in it...huhuhu...

ayam masak kurma of kuew teow goreng....

2009-09-17T06:19:00.000-07:00

hri nie sgt special sbb izan da bjye msak ayam masak kurma yg sgt dgilai oleh izan....sdap sgt...wan xtlg sket pon juz tgk je izan buat...terharu,gembira,bahagia n bangge menyelubungi segenap jiwa raga izan kjap...ayahanda n ibunda serta kakanda yg berada nun jauh diseberang lautan pasti bangge dgn anak daramu ini...hahaha...emo skjap...!! back to normal mode...

tp hati mula berbelah bg ble pak lang gorengkn kuew teow ble da nak dkat buke...jeng-jeng-jeng!!!mne satu nk mkn?

nk mkn nasi lauk ayam kurma ke nk mkn kuew teow...without further due...izan trus amek kputusan utk mkn dua2 tp dlm kuantiti yg terkawal krna berat da trun n xnk brat nek blek...!!!

maka Alhamdullilah Malaysia sgt chantek hari nie(xde kaitannye dgn tajuk)

she flew to ireland..n i'm gonna miss her a lot...

2009-09-14T04:12:00.000-07:00

smalam my sis terbang gi ireland..nk further study die in business management...sedihnye..
first time raye without her..I cry cam nak giler ble die peluk me smalam kat KLIA...rase cam nak pg skali ngn die tp xbleh...me nak kne study kat sni...dun worry next year insyaAllah die blek...die kate nnt bleh on9..tp slalunye ble die bgn izan tido n ble die tdo izan plak bgn..
but there's mesti ade other way kn?
like telefon n email...so let's look at the bright side n leave sadness behind n pray for the best for her...amin...

study week punye cuti da mule n raye da nak tibe...

2009-09-11T05:47:00.000-07:00

study week da start...sronoknye bile dp cuti n duduk kat umah...kat umah suasana cam sgt different...kat hostel mmg best tp sgt beze gn umah well home sweet home kan?
nnt lpas je raye trus ade final...InsyaAllah izan nak buat yg paling best n nak bg fullest punye attention study this week...lepas study week kite raye...Alhamdullilah dpt jgak smbut raye lg skali...tp this year raye sgt berbeza...coz my sis nak fly g ireland..i'm terribly happie for hern my parents ikut skali...so my parents raye kat sne la while izan tinggal kat malaysia ngn wan n atuk..nseb bek mama, paklong n pakcu n makcu still ade...along? along ade kat Dubai...maybe die blik nnt da nmpak cam pak Arab da..huhuuhu...Januari bru die balik iu pon xtentu lg...ble pikir nak raye sorg2 thun nie mmg sedih tp izan pikir camni...klo izan sedih mesti mak n ayah pon sbnarnye sedih nak tinggalkan anak die nie raye sorg2 kat MY...
anyway...izan rse izan da totally da fit in kat Uitm... no more home sick n i like that very much...
yesterday izan ade test bel 260 ngn mr Choy..he is the most adorable lecturer yg izan pnah jumpe...sgt cute..!!!! pastu izan pon pegi jusco bukit raja ngn Iqa N farhana... izan bli kasut, seluar, t-shirt n rantai + baju for my sis....Iqa xabes2 happie coz da nak cuti n test da abes die asek nak suruh iza buat chicken dance...giler btol l Iqa nie..huuhuhuhu..sayang Iqa...
Farhana plak kecian..nak bli selipar tp xde saiz..xpe Farhana nnt kite carik selipar yg len ye...
Hope Korg sume happie ble nk smbut raye...naseb bek td sempat mintak maaf kat classmate..hope klo ade silap n salah harap korg dpt la maafkan...
AKHIR KATA...
sELAMAT hARI rAYA!!!!!!!(dlm jagjit punye intonasi)

foundation law first part is coming to an end....:(

2009-09-04T04:11:00.000-07:00

sad n happie both filling my heart...at last i feel at home at uitm like how i suppose to feel...
i love all my fellow classmate...fiena n shaa(team panjat pagar) sgt supporting...without korg pgar itu xkn bisa dpnjat...hahaha...syuk n mieza plak like friends from heavens...korg tau2 jela pe sbb izan ckp cmtu...mieja n ain(tagline dorg: we are consider as one) sgt bek n always helpful n slalu skepale buat bnde yg tooot!!!!(finas xbg published atas sbb kselamatan individu sjagat) hahaheehoo...iqa n farhana...shopping dgn korg is a happie experienced...xpe farhana jgn sdey ye nnt kte crik slippers yg len yg ade saiz...n iqa jgn malu pkai wedges tu it look good on ur feet...syeera, jue n syaza..tgk wayang ngn korg mmg happening..nnt kte g tgk wyg sme2 lg ye...tgk cite yg lg mnakutkn...tas, u always have that bubbly face on u..so cute!!! Sue...yg cute yg klo gelak xigt dunia..kdg2 izan glak bkn sbb klaka tp sbb tgk sue gelak...Esah plak..nmpak je kecik tp ble debate terrer kot....wanie n wanie...korg sgt sweet to each other..best nye ble dpt kwn rapat yg name same...so matchmade in heaven..huhuhuhu...Our Ain Sakina of lwa01g...suara die sgt kuat n sumtimes i wish izan ade her gut yg sgt confidence ble ckp kat depan..i salute her when it comes to debate...terrer babe!!!!!

that is all my girl classmate...bdak lelaki?

dorg pon supporting jgak..sgt supporting...hope izan bleh bgaul ngn bdak lelaki lbih bek sem dpan..InsyaAllah..i'm still awkward when it comes to boys...blame it on Sek Men Keb Convent Kajang ye yg sumenye prempuan....

fittin' in into Uitm...

2009-08-31T03:01:00.000-07:00

Fittin' in...maybe others da fit in lme dlu..

tp izan blom lg...still having homesick every week???? What's that? but i juz can't help it...what's goin' on??? I'm teribbly puzzled!!!!!!!

I wanna feel at home kat Uitm...I wanna feel happie n enjoy izan punye Uni life dgn my fwens...i think i can 'msok' in co-ed but i still awkward when it comes to guy thing...not luvvy duvvy thing but getting 2gether as a classmates. there even a boy in my class who refuse to look me in d eyes when i talk 2 him..

again..what's that??? That is really really really terribly suck...

I wanna be friend with them...juz like a how i mingle with my girlfriend...

when test are comin'..I barely study but thankfully i can pass it with average...

I wanna be a 4 flat student but i seem to don't have any mood to do my study....I must quit!!!!!

I'm depressed!!!!!! I confused with wht i really want to do....help me!!!!

izan nak tempoh blik carefree school life yg sgt happie tu...

xpayah nak risau pape...kat skool dlu best sgt..especially ble classmates sume sgt supporting n sronok...kuar g tandas sbb nak escape from jwb soalan addmath kat board or nk escape dr soalan cepu emas Pn Tan...still igt ape yg Pn Tan ckp stiap kli lpas dpt result Ekonomi asas.."u all bkan xpndai cume plain laziness!"....n bnde yg ktorg plg suke buat..makan dlm kelas, cikgu ajar kat depan, ktorg sume mengunyah kat blakang...hahaha...xpon klo xde bnde nak mkn..ktorg o'coz pass notes...physically we all seen to paying our fullest attention but actually our mind have flew beyond the classroom wall and out to the blue sky...my sis used to tell me that uni life is the best part of their life but to me school life are better...happier and sooo carefree...

but we can't stay at certain period of our life al the time..do we?

life must move on...

My birthday present...it's never too late right?

2009-08-28T08:15:00.000-07:00

on my last bday celebration, i was so happie byk giler hadiah izan dpt...

my dad n my mum bg me jam...chantek giler (atleast to me)... InsyaAllah izan akan jd anak yg bek n sntiase mnepati mase..especially waktu solat..my mummy bg towel..(significant btol...coz izan slalu ilang towel n buat mak pening crikkn towel utk izan...hahahahaha)Mama n pak long bg izan pencil case pink with a sexy kitty(sweet!!!) I like it very much....n my sister..no wonder la she keep on xbg izan bli cd TB tu rupenye die n bg as my bday gift..anyway thx sis luv u...Izan slalu dgr when i miss u...Out of nowhere, my sis nye friend all of sudden bg me lg satu jam cme nie jam meja la...cute n i like it soo much... last but not least, Ainie, my beautiful roommates, Ainie bg izan keychain Pony(pink colour) I totally n sincerely love it very much...sooooo cute!!!!!

Time kaseh to semua yg bg izan hadiah..appreciate sesgt....!!!

My bday celebration is a very quiet family affair..my dad bce doa n we all makan..simple sgt but i like it that way..
and at last Izan dpr kek 4segi yg izan nak dr thun lpas lg...So grateful...

anyway, izan happie giler la on tht day....weeee:)

letihnye...!!!

2009-08-27T05:06:00.001-07:00

penat...letih...tired...exhausted...!!!!!
first time berbuke bkn kat umah...huhuhu..
sedih je.. tp nk buat cane da kne study kan?
tp nseb bek xjauh dr umah so kdg2 bleh blik...
Arnie, tasha and adlin adlah roommates yg sgt supporting..
sgt sronok ble dorg ade...
always faham izan..
skenye ngn dorg..korg izan syg kat korg sgt...hope we best friend till the end...Amin!!!
today izan buat presentation psal ballet...izan prasan sume lelaki cam xbrape nk suke...
lelaki klo suke ballet tu mybe ade sumthing wrong sumwhere..hahaha..
tp ble izzad n wan buat psal man u td..izan plak xbrape suke so we're even...
tp most of all izan puas hati ngn izan punye presentation...i do it all by myself(adlin n arnie pon tlg gak)..
thx lg skali...
minggu dpan ade listening test untuk muet...
n esk ade plak kne antar malaysian government n politics nye presentation slide...
n petang ade plak test library skills and politics....hope bleh la jwb..byk sgt nak kne igt...
smoge ok je la esk...Amin..
kdg2 rse cam nak give up je fndation law nie tp hidup yg xde obstacles bkan hidup kn nmenye?
sabar jela....
huhuhuhuhu....

2009-08-07T20:37:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is my 18th birthday.....happie birthday to me!!!!!!
I'm so grateful because during my 18 years of living in this surface of this wonderful Earth.. I never encounter anything terrible..
I'm blessed with a grat family and friends... N they never failed to surprise me on my birthday and that make me feel I'm a special person on this very special day...
but suddenly I think about a less fortunate people in some other places in the exact same time who might born today but didn't feel the same way i feel and I feel sad 4 them n hope one day they will experience what I experience....AMIN YA RABBAL AL AMIN.....
back to me...
I made a list that I really terribly want to do after I'm 18 :

1. I want to take my driver's licence ( i feel more confident!!!)
2. I really want to visit Singapore(please don't ask why bcoz i not sure why)
3. I want to learn french...Love de to'i
4. I want to live my life to the fullest and do things based on my perspectives.
5. I want to learn ballroom dance...
6. bla...bla....bla....n the list go on...

I hope i will succesfully able to do all of those thing...
Amin!!!!

at last this week ended n d special day coming....!!!!!

2009-08-07T06:29:00.000-07:00

this week byk sgt bnde yg blaku...
my bro fly g dubai....
g men squash kat komp. sukan 4 d first time...n yg klakar nye..
lpas je men squash tu stu badan saket...balik klas trus baring kat katil xlarat nak bgn ..jnji nak kuar ngn syuk pon xjd... bengkak tgn....da lame sgt x bsukan... gagagagaga!!!!! xtaw la pasni nak g men ke x lg....
(stu bola squash telah bjaya di 'lekatkn' oleh Nursyaizan Jasni kat ceiling komp. sukan)
dgn slambenye msok klas Pak Rahim 1/2 jam lmbat dgn pakai wedges 4 inci...
ble jlan sume org bkan pndang muke tp pandang kaki.. mybe dorg wonder cne bdak nie bleh larat pakai wdges tu(agak je!)
n lg satu berus bju bleh plak hilang....klakar btol..
dlm byk2 bnde len..berus bju tu jgak yg org tu nak amek...
pelik..pelik..pelik....
tp this week mmg sronok n happening habes la..
hope syuk dpt realisasikan impian die untk blikn izan stroller utk djdikan transport utk ke kelas....
hahahahahhahaa....murah sggh hati kwanku yg sorg nie...smoga rezekimu sntiasa murh...

i'm stuck here in Malaysia!!!!why???

2009-07-31T04:21:00.000-07:00

my big bro nak g Dubai....while my sis nak pegi Ireland plak..
n left me here stuck in Malaysia alone...
klo ade prob nak ngadu kat sape nie...
arghhh sedihnyer...
hope mase bjalan ngn cepat so xtrase sgt yg dorg xde...
i'm gonna miss them a lot....!!!
brinknye nnt ble blik umah n umah senyap sunyi je...
nnt last2 bukak tv n tv tu tgk izan instead of izan yg tg tv tu..
anyway...hope they have a pleasent journey..

tensennyer.....

2009-07-28T17:47:00.000-07:00

tensennyer ble dpt taw yg cuti sem kne cut half n nak kne g kem btn plak...
bru igt nak hangout ngn kawan skola dlu..g mkan2 n shpping ngn dorg tp sume plan da tgendale dgn adenye kem btn..
da la buat kat besut..!!!
tensennyer..
nak dok lme2 kat umah...kat skola dlu dapg almost sume kem yg ade..
igt xpyh la nak g kem lg ble msok u tp rpenye ade lg...
mlasnye nak g kem lg...!!!!!!
tolong saye......!!!!!!

penat giler....

2009-07-27T06:01:00.000-07:00

Penat giler nak mati tp sronok sgt...
bru lpas blek from jb..
jb equivalent to ultimate shopping sessions....
mksudnye izan dpt bli byk bende..
bag, perfumes, make-up, baju, kasut n the list goes on.....
my dad spatutnye dpt anugerah best father ever alive on earth and whole universe..